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dawntreader -> RE: HELP! (not made up!) (2/9/2007 11:04:59 PM)
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ORIGINAL: polyamorous
Only Sue could not speak but for dispatching she could easily text message, as for customer service a commercial text to speech program and a phone through the computer would allow her to speak, she hears well. I will continue to respond to the odd question now and then if I happen upon it but I am no longer monitoring the post by email.
As for the 4 blue xanax 1's ones, they barely take away the urge to kill myself when alone. As for the oxys, well in my youth I used to bet, minimum bet was $2500.00. I could take a nice handful of mixed drugs and wash it down with a large quantity of alcohol and not die or throw up, never lost and liver is perfect, seems my ADHD makes my organs hyper and they detoxify the drugs and alcohol before it does harm, and they heal fast, that is why almost no mind altering drug works normally on me or for it's expected time, woke up on the operation table a few times too, hey doc, surprise, guess who is up, it saved my life once, they were going to give me blood. I woke and refused it. It may have saved my life, at the time no one knew due to a rare difference in my blood even though I am O-, O- blood will perhaps kill me, I am HPLA1-. as well meaning my platelets are rare, like 2 in 100.
Your suicidal propensity and your abuse of prescription drugs is concerning and not something I personally would be revealing to a forum of strangers…
I have a question for you… if a Dominant has barely an illusion of control in his life and frequently thinks about taking his life and is abusing drugs …what type of slave would trust you with their life?
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