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boypupsean -> RE: Question from a slave ''was what he did to me right?'' (3/4/2007 2:54:13 PM)
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Sweetie, to be collared and devoted to a Master is to accept Him for the Past, Present and Future. my instinct tells me that what you and He have here is an unfinished session. Whether its discipline or play, you still need closure - the bow around His gift, so to speak. it's very difficult, at times, for a slave to understand the journey - so, it's times as these that we need to relax, be patient and learn. a part of me says that Your Master leaving You hog-tied and in a room where open candles burned - this could had been many things. He could had been "away" giving You and Him an opportunity to reflect on what happened and to calm down - and outside the room where you were, He watched to ensure that His gift remained safe. another part of me, the "fear" says that He left you alone in an unsafe environment and you could had been injured. BUT, let's review the facts - He returned. He did not leave You in any position to which would had resulted in any breathing incapacity. Since you did not speak of any blood flow / circulation / numbness, He applied knots to which ensured of same. A bird in a cage, don't know of many birds that fly into flames - other than a Phoenix. Have not seen one of them, in real life. i am assuming Your Master allows you to keep a journal so that He may review Your thoughts daily, weekly or other period? or, does He allow a free time / period in Your day or week or month for open verbal discussion. at that appointed time, - barring any real concern on Your part of any life-threatening injury - i would ask you to confess to Your Master that You are confused; the punishment / discipline to which He administered on {date} {time} left you feeling confused and unsure, and these feelings of uncertainty have manifested into a fear for personal safety; and, that you are a devoted and loyal servant, willing to learn to please to His level of expectation. In your confession, ask Him to help guide thru the last session, and y(Y)ou both can grow from it.
This being said, all slaves (as Masters) grow. there are times when one of y(Y)ou grow, unfortunately, away from the o(O)ther. these can be difficult times. and, we must be careful not to jump to any conclusion. Life is a Journey. Trust, Respect and Devotion are just elements in the formula. Know your gift of submission is most precious and valuable. Without submission, there can be no Dominance. Know you are loved - first for who You are, and some where along the list of many reasons - for your accepting your slave heart. i wish You safety, happiness and discovery. Be well!
boypup sean
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