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Introduction - 4/28/2007 10:16:27 PM

atku2005

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I am a 27/male sub from India.

The above line doesn't mean anything. It is only the tip of the iceberg. When i look at myself, I see a self destructive creative man who has a burning desire to take pains for others. This is primarily because i cannot see others in pain. I feel that like taking all the pain in universe and make the world a happy place to live for others. That doesn't happen because i am saturated with pain, mentally and bodily.

When i say pain, I mean the urge, the tension in nerves and muscles. It is a real agony. Believe me its not pleasurable. Agony o defeat, agony of jealousy, agony of being dominated, agony of not being dominated, agony of sexual and higher level dissatishfaction.

I curse God for creating so much of pain on earth. I love God for creating this beautiful universe also. God likes to give pleasure and also pain. He is the biggest sadist i have ever seen. Still i love to surrender to Him.

I am highly educated, with a scientific bend of mind. My thoughts are very complex which even i don't understand, so i don't expect others to understand. I dream of a life where i live with a Dominant partner, who dominates and trains me in the lifestyle. I wish to make Her happy with all my energy, creativity, emotions and devotion. It is difficult to practice than to say.

I had some online experiance. Some were traumatic, some were a soothing breeze, some i still cherish and for some i cry every night for losing them . See how deep these D/s relationships touches me.

Now i am with a mentor, whois training me online. Why online? I am tired of searching and i couldn't get anything here locally. I would like to know lots of people in this lifestyle, specially Dommes and Goddeesses , to learn more about the lifestyle.

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RE: Introduction - 4/29/2007 1:43:29 PM

MsKatHouston

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Welcome and enjoy your time here.

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RE: Introduction - 4/29/2007 2:46:42 PM

m0rgan

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hello then.

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beside me, in the wilderness, were paradise enough!

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RE: Introduction - 5/1/2007 11:43:02 PM

atku2005

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Thank You for the messages

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