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tearfulsurrender -> RE: Random thoughts (9/16/2007 2:05:06 PM)
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Im almost sorry that I posted this thread on my random thoughts. It was mostly just a quick, this is what im thinking/feeling right now. I hate to have been the one to open the arguement back up again of "submission as a gift". That being said, it has just come to light that no matter how well intended my feelings were at the time, they were not enough and he and i walked away from what we were building. Is my world shattered right now? Yes, very much so. But i still feel that there is not a chance in hell that what I gave him was a gift. My love was a gift to him.. my submission is just who i am. Anyone with a sturn manner with a whip in his hand at the time can exact the same manner of submission from me I am sure... it takes someone special to open me up enough to give love.
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