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Sanity -> Happy Birthday To Me (11/19/2007 6:55:23 PM)
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Hooray, I'm 45 today. Another year closer to death... whoopee.
I'll eat the mandatory ice cream and cake, then go about my normal daily routine, only with a little bit of the added sadness caused by the growing feeling that this cruel world is spinning faster and faster with each passing moment. Soon I will be gone. Have you ever felt that way, that as you age time itself speeds up...
My hair becomes ever grayer, and I look slightly more like the crypt keeper with every passing moment. The endless black void races up to swallow me, stalking me and mocking me with its fast growing presence.
Born only to die, how interesting. I raise an eyebrow. What is the use of it all. Sure, I've successfully passed my genes on so that there's a part of me that may continue on for as long as the planet does, but after a time... everything shall die.
If there is a higher meaning, then I can see that there could be some use for this existence, but if there is no spirituality - what is there to keep me from committing extreme evil for selfish reasons. Why live out my life in mediocraty... why. I call out and there is no answer... only the wind.
Who doesn't have a dark side that looks at these things? Indeed, happy birthday to me.
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