PrincessEllie -> RE: VERY FIRST memory of indication (1/28/2008 3:55:12 PM)
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I caught on a lot slower than some of those here on the forum. I think I've always been attracted dominant guys, it just took me forever to figure it out. I've known about sex since I was 5 or so, I had an older friend who always told me about the things she learned, but BDSM never clicked for me until puberty. But the first time I read about a D/s relationship, I must have been twelve or so, I knew it was for me. Actually, looking at my childhood, mostly it seems that I would have come out as a Domme and not the sub I am. I was a terribly manipulative child. I distinctly remember in third grade convincing a boy to show me his jiggly bits on the playground. But I do remember my first vaguely BDSM experience. I was at a boy down the street's house, Sam, and he locked me in a closet with him. Nothing happened, but I remember it feeling incredibly sexy to be locked in a small room at the mercy of an older boy.
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