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BossyLadyPamela -> RE: online slaves (2/22/2008 8:22:54 PM)
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This lifestyle is always filled with people of both sides that are so quick to judge for other people. I have my opinions of many others choices and know they are not for me.. BUT clearly I respect their choice to do what ever they want..... back then waay back then for me, I started out with online associations with men who I put through fbi clearances..
the security was something that was not negotiable. never.. when they passed .. and their desire after extensive phone and online and non in touch interactions......... after I had no doubt left, I met them in person for what usually always was the first of many real time get togethers...... sometimes for a weekend at a time or a few hours...... This is the entry to my associations always, on line first with the combination of phone and other.. it is intense and very personal and was the determining factor whether I wanted to see them.. I am not telling anyone to try it, I am telling you that it can be very intense.........very... it has given me some of the most joyful submissive associations I have ever had.
I saw some of these submissive graduates for years every few months.. still talk to some of them.. I have today a few that I feel very close to that I still have never met face to face.. Two from here on CM that I will very likely when my time is right meet them for a face to face interaction....
I can tell you on line with some bores me to tears and it doesnt work.. but there are some others who have given me what I want with who they are and it is powerful.. they can not think of anything else but me in their idle thoughts.. they crave me and it is just how I want it.. I want them to be positive and healthy though, so when their missing me or craving me is too much I must remind them they are not going to be near me anytime soon... if at all.
In this lifestyle, there is so much judgement of what others do.. my feeling is always be open for things that may surprise you.. I remember standing in front of an event once that did nothing to me at all.. not a thing.. it was rather yuckie actually...
then years later, with my time and experimentation of my deep feeling of who I am-- totally free exploration of my domme power flowing.. .. just getting older and more in tuned, I get drunk with this very activity when done right and under the right circumstances.. never say never-- ( I have my never hard limits though that I do mean never on-- kids, animals and violence)
but other than that.. anything probably will go..
On line is intensely powerful as a entry to the next sense of audio.. .. I enjoy adding things non traditional.. like adding smellling and taste without ever meeting.. this topic is one dear to my heart as I know I can become extremely close with another who is in tuned and honest to receive me................ really.
then when the meeting by my clock happens if at all, is life changing.. so online for me is wonderful.
Imagine this: there was this one man who I enjoyed nearly daily phone and email exchange with for nearly a year.. the first meeting was in a hotel ..him waiting with his mask and all his instructions.. we met with our voices now including touch and breathing... dear god it was hot.. to unfold the senses way out of natural order.. again, I got drunk with it with absolutely no alcohol...
my domme space is my drug.
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