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ORIGINAL: HouseDV8

I really do try not to be judgemental, but it baffles me that there are two pages of answers to this. This is not even a real problem. The OP even said she never met this person. One reply even said that there was nothing wrong with her, but with him...i beg to differ. i don't know about "wrong", but there is something unhealthy with being this heart broken and upset over someone you never even met and who is probably showing you completely fake pictures of these supposed slaves. WHO CARES??? Get out of your box. If you want to feel badly because someone you never met does not think you are good enough you probably just convinced a whole bunch of people with this post. Now you can feel really terrible.

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ORIGINAL: Paulsgirl
I've never met the bastards that cause the traffic jams on the M4 when i am trying to get into London but the problem that i am STUCK in traffic is still very real.
Is that clear?

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ORIGINAL: HouseDV8

I really do try not to be judgemental, but it baffles me that there are two pages of answers to this. This is not even a real problem. The OP even said she never met this person. One reply even said that there was nothing wrong with her, but with him...i beg to differ. i don't know about "wrong", but there is something unhealthy with being this heart broken and upset over someone you never even met and who is probably showing you completely fake pictures of these supposed slaves. WHO CARES??? Get out of your box. If you want to feel badly because someone you never met does not think you are good enough you probably just convinced a whole bunch of people with this post. Now you can feel really terrible.

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ORIGINAL: Paulsgirl
I've never met the bastards that cause the traffic jams on the M4 when i am trying to get into London but the problem that i am STUCK in traffic is still very real.
Is that clear?

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ORIGINAL: missturbation

Around 12 months ago i began speaking with a Dom and we got quite close. We spoke about meeting, taking things further etc and all was pretty sweet. That was until He mentioned that He wanted poly and that He had been speaking with a young newbie who He was thinking of taking on as a slave. Fair enough, but i really wanted nothing to do with poly at that time (bad break up) and told Him so.
I explained to Him about the bad break up and that i had no interest in mentoring this newbie in any shape or form, which was what He was asking me to do. We talked and talked things through and i eventually agreed to give it a go.
To cut a long story short i over night managed to turn into the worst slave in the world. My attitude stunk, my manners were appalling and i was so nowhere near as good as His new slave. Or so He said!
I took it for as long as i could, tried to be what He claimed He wanted but nothing was ever good enough and eventually i gave up. Bare in mind at this point we hadn't even met.
Now He has popped back into my life again and thinking things would be different we have been talking again. Things were pretty cool until He showed me His other two slaves. I have no problem with poly at this time at all, those of you who know me know i have been seeing my Sir for about 10 months now and we have a very open relationship.
Anyway He showed me His slaves, asked me what i thought and believing honesty was the best policy i told Him. They looked very nice, not my taste and a little too young. He didnt take it well and He basically called me jealous of their youth and beauty. As i told Him beauty is in the eye of the beholder and i just dont personally find them attractive.
All down hill from there lol. Nothing i say or do is right. One minute He wishes me to be a prospective slave of His, the next He is trying to show me good behaviour so i can find myself a good Master. He tells me to show Him my submission and desire to be His and yet when i ask Him for guidelines, expectations, i am speaking out of turn.
In short He claims i need breaking so He can build me up into an obedient pleasurable slave. Hes broken me alright but i dont think its in a good way at all! Ive given up, He wins. I told Him this and asked Him if He was now happy, he says no!! Apparently my attitude still stinks!
Now though He has my head spinning and im questioning whether i really do need breaking and fixing in some way shape or form?
 

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ORIGINAL: SL4V3M4YB3

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ORIGINAL: Paulsgirl
I've never met the bastards that cause the traffic jams on the M4 when i am trying to get into London but the problem that i am STUCK in traffic is still very real.
Is that clear?

It wasn't my fault the sign said I could cross the M4 with my cattle at that point. All I'm trying to do is earn a living and part of that is the need to move my cows from the grazing field to the meat production plant godamnit.

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ORIGINAL: SL4V3M4YB3

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ORIGINAL: Paulsgirl
I've never met the bastards that cause the traffic jams on the M4 when i am trying to get into London but the problem that i am STUCK in traffic is still very real.
Is that clear?

It wasn't my fault the sign said I could cross the M4 with my cattle at that point. All I'm trying to do is earn a living and part of that is the need to move my cows from the grazing field to the meat production plant godamnit.

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ORIGINAL: mnottertail

It is not my intent to start some sort of big goddammit here, and I am saying this with the most of best wishes I can muster for you, but great bleeding gobs of gooseshit, you make some really fuckin' piss poor choices.  You need to quit reading De Sade and getting off on the sexual aspect, and consider your actions, the consequences and take some stock in what you really want, what you are really willing to do, what you will give up, what you won't and find some serenity and happiness and logic within yourself, for your days here on earth. Bouncing from fucked up situation to fucked up situation, is just no way to go thru life.

If you see that as too mordant or something, well, more's the pity.

Cordially,
Ron

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ORIGINAL: missturbation

Around 12 months ago i began speaking with a Dom and we got quite close. We spoke about meeting, taking things further etc and all was pretty sweet. That was until He mentioned that He wanted poly and that He had been speaking with a young newbie who He was thinking of taking on as a slave. Fair enough, but i really wanted nothing to do with poly at that time (bad break up) and told Him so.
I explained to Him about the bad break up and that i had no interest in mentoring this newbie in any shape or form, which was what He was asking me to do. We talked and talked things through and i eventually agreed to give it a go.
To cut a long story short i over night managed to turn into the worst slave in the world. My attitude stunk, my manners were appalling and i was so nowhere near as good as His new slave. Or so He said!
I took it for as long as i could, tried to be what He claimed He wanted but nothing was ever good enough and eventually i gave up. Bare in mind at this point we hadn't even met.
Now He has popped back into my life again and thinking things would be different we have been talking again. Things were pretty cool until He showed me His other two slaves. I have no problem with poly at this time at all, those of you who know me know i have been seeing my Sir for about 10 months now and we have a very open relationship.
Anyway He showed me His slaves, asked me what i thought and believing honesty was the best policy i told Him. They looked very nice, not my taste and a little too young. He didnt take it well and He basically called me jealous of their youth and beauty. As i told Him beauty is in the eye of the beholder and i just dont personally find them attractive.
All down hill from there lol. Nothing i say or do is right. One minute He wishes me to be a prospective slave of His, the next He is trying to show me good behaviour so i can find myself a good Master. He tells me to show Him my submission and desire to be His and yet when i ask Him for guidelines, expectations, i am speaking out of turn.
In short He claims i need breaking so He can build me up into an obedient pleasurable slave. Hes broken me alright but i dont think its in a good way at all! Ive given up, He wins. I told Him this and asked Him if He was now happy, he says no!! Apparently my attitude still stinks!
Now though He has my head spinning and im questioning whether i really do need breaking and fixing in some way shape or form?
 

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ORIGINAL: Paulsgirl

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ORIGINAL: SL4V3M4YB3

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ORIGINAL: Paulsgirl
I've never met the bastards that cause the traffic jams on the M4 when i am trying to get into London but the problem that i am STUCK in traffic is still very real.
Is that clear?

It wasn't my fault the sign said I could cross the M4 with my cattle at that point. All I'm trying to do is earn a living and part of that is the need to move my cows from the grazing field to the meat production plant godamnit.

goddam......i also thought the last time i saw cattle crossing the M4 it was snorting psychosis......
now it turns out to be Greedytop having taken a wrong turn in mid ocean......

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ORIGINAL: missturbation
In short He claims i need breaking so He can build me up into an obedient pleasurable slave. Hes broken me alright but i dont think its in a good way at all! Ive given up, He wins. I told Him this and asked Him if He was now happy, he says no!! Apparently my attitude still stinks!
Now though He has my head spinning and im questioning whether i really do need breaking and fixing in some way shape or form?
 

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ORIGINAL: kc692
Did you happen to check the timeline on your calendar as to this occurrence, Ron?  12 months?  Hmmm..............

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ORIGINAL: Aileen1968

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ORIGINAL: missturbation

Around 12 months ago i began speaking with a Dom and we got quite close. We spoke about meeting, taking things further etc and all was pretty sweet. That was until He mentioned that He wanted poly and that He had been speaking with a young newbie who He was thinking of taking on as a slave. Fair enough, but i really wanted nothing to do with poly at that time (bad break up) and told Him so.
I explained to Him about the bad break up and that i had no interest in mentoring this newbie in any shape or form, which was what He was asking me to do. We talked and talked things through and i eventually agreed to give it a go.
To cut a long story short i over night managed to turn into the worst slave in the world. My attitude stunk, my manners were appalling and i was so nowhere near as good as His new slave. Or so He said!
I took it for as long as i could, tried to be what He claimed He wanted but nothing was ever good enough and eventually i gave up. Bare in mind at this point we hadn't even met.
Now He has popped back into my life again and thinking things would be different we have been talking again. Things were pretty cool until He showed me His other two slaves. I have no problem with poly at this time at all, those of you who know me know i have been seeing my Sir for about 10 months now and we have a very open relationship.
Anyway He showed me His slaves, asked me what i thought and believing honesty was the best policy i told Him. They looked very nice, not my taste and a little too young. He didnt take it well and He basically called me jealous of their youth and beauty. As i told Him beauty is in the eye of the beholder and i just dont personally find them attractive.
All down hill from there lol. Nothing i say or do is right. One minute He wishes me to be a prospective slave of His, the next He is trying to show me good behaviour so i can find myself a good Master. He tells me to show Him my submission and desire to be His and yet when i ask Him for guidelines, expectations, i am speaking out of turn.
In short He claims i need breaking so He can build me up into an obedient pleasurable slave. Hes broken me alright but i dont think its in a good way at all! Ive given up, He wins. I told Him this and asked Him if He was now happy, he says no!! Apparently my attitude still stinks!
Now though He has my head spinning and im questioning whether i really do need breaking and fixing in some way shape or form?
 

Accept that he is not a good match for you and walk away.  Find someone who makes you feel good about yourself and the relationship and you'll find that your attitude improves incredibly.  Happiness has a way of doing that.  It's really very simple to do.

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ORIGINAL: mnottertail

It is not my intent to start some sort of big goddammit here, and I am saying this with the most of best wishes I can muster for you, but great bleeding gobs of gooseshit, you make some really fuckin' piss poor choices.  You need to quit reading De Sade and getting off on the sexual aspect, and consider your actions, the consequences and take some stock in what you really want, what you are really willing to do, what you will give up, what you won't and find some serenity and happiness and logic within yourself, for your days here on earth. Bouncing from fucked up situation to fucked up situation, is just no way to go thru life.

If you see that as too mordant or something, well, more's the pity.

Cordially,
Ron

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ORIGINAL: Sirsinini
another definition of drama............

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ORIGINAL: Sirsinini

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ORIGINAL: mnottertail

It is not my intent to start some sort of big goddammit here, and I am saying this with the most of best wishes I can muster for you, but great bleeding gobs of gooseshit, you make some really fuckin' piss poor choices.  You need to quit reading De Sade and getting off on the sexual aspect, and consider your actions, the consequences and take some stock in what you really want, what you are really willing to do, what you will give up, what you won't and find some serenity and happiness and logic within yourself, for your days here on earth. Bouncing from fucked up situation to fucked up situation, is just no way to go thru life.

If you see that as too mordant or something, well, more's the pity.

Cordially,
Ron

another definition of drama............