hejira92
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Joined: 10/27/2005 From: Palm Beach County, Fl Status: offline
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domah, I would suggest throwing your prepard words out the window. I am like you- the perfect words mean a lot to me. Master has made me beg in different situations before and everytime I've had time to prepare, I've had the words, but not the feelings. I let my perfect words be a refuge for my vulnerable heart. I was afraid showing the depth of my need for Him. He saw the words for the shields they were. He rejected them and kept pushing for more. He was looking for my heart, not my delivery. So, I say to you- search deep, be vulnerable, cry if it comes from a place of truth. If you are offering all of yourself, take that scary step and rip yourself open for Him. He will see the need and the courage. He will appreciate the beauty and the gift. You will both know you are entering into this with your whole being- no holds barred, no barriers between Owner and possession. Good Luck and Mazel Tov.
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