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SeverineX -> RE: Lost Perfection (10/19/2005 11:25:19 AM)
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I know exactly how you're feeling. You're raving, you're mad, and even if everyday, all over the world, hearts are breaking like shards of china, you're not going to keep it in perspective because your pain is too important.
But I have to say I belong to the same school as Faramir. Even if you were a fellow female sub instead of a male dom, my advice would be this: Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and go on. Take your blows like men.
Here's some practical advice for passing time when it's most excruciating. Instead of trying to "forget" her, imagine her body softly wrapped around yours. Then envision disentangling her -- first arms, limbs, torso. Push her away, shove her against the wall, crush her, dismember her, step by step, until she is nothing but a pile of severed bodyparts. Do this several times a day. Just don't get it mixed up with reality.
Also, as demonstrated in the world's greatest religions, there's mystical powers in chanting. My favorite is: "It wasn't meant to be." Chant this softly whenever the memory of her becomes too overpowering. "It wasn't meant to be, it wasn't meant to be, it wasn't meant to be..."
May you find solace.
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