charlotteS
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Just wanted to pipe in with my good luck wishes and a bit of my own experience. One of the first things Master had me do when I was collared to him was to audition for a strip club. I danced for him a couple times before and seeing his excitement made me feel more confident so maybe if you dont' want to show it to him you might find a friend or two to do the routine for. Also, DEFINETLY pick music you love! Also, the main thing that helped me that someone else mentioned is to "have attitude." Now I'm usually a rather shy person who doesn't like to dress up to crazy or sexy for fear of looking like I tried...and failed. When I was dancing I slipped into a role that is rather uncommon for me, "I'm the hottest bitch in here." I kept thinking "All you guys don't even know what you're missing out on but I'm going to give you a little taste." The confidence and mystery helped me feel that even if I tripped or there was something weird about my body that it was all a part of it. I took the attitude of "if he can't see how hot I am then that's his loss." It kept me with a feeling of being in control of the situation rather than hoping and waiting for approval. Not the most slavey attitude out there but worked for me with the stripping thing. I ended up having a lot of fun and they offered me a job. charlotte
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