Vampyrefledgling
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Joined: 7/10/2007 Status: offline
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Have you and your Master discussed your reasons for wanting to lose weight? Is one-hundred pounds some arbitrary limit you've set for yourself? At the risk of irritating the Masters out there (including my own), I think you need to be happy. It is true that your Master may be concerned that if you start to lose weight, that it may spiral out of control, but ultimately you have to be happy with who you are. I don't see any other way for you both to be content with each other. If you lose the weight healthily (that is, by excersicse (I don't think I spelled that right but whatever) and eating well, not simply not eating) then I think he might be able to help. Don't let yourself get caught up in the numbers on a scale. It is how you feel in your body that matters. I would suggest that you think about an online support group. Anorexia isn't something you just get over. You will deal with it the rest of your life. I know it doesn't sound encouraging but you have to have the same mindset as a recovering addict: one day at a time. ~Fledgling
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