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ORIGINAL: winoverme
I've always known that i am submissive to women.

Really?  All the way back to the day you were born??

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It's just a question of time before someone gets their hands on me when they'll learn how passive, shy and submissive i can be..I like to envision my whole existence as a predestined purpose of becoming the private property of others for their satisfaction or even for their perverted mind.

With a post like this, you don't seem very shy to me.  I also wouldn't call it being passive to share your fantasies with us while in search of a woman to dominate you.  That said, what you've described that I've quoted could easily get you killed if the wrong person "gets their hands on" you!

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it became obvious rather soon, that i was looking for a greater thrill and humiliation.  So what i'm trying to do each time i'm exposed to that, is to take mouthful by mouthful slowly, meticulously, to make sure i don't lose any drop for no good reason.

Why? Simply because for me, any part of a Mistress or woman is sacred, body or soul...I am learning each time to savor any of this precious gift in my mouth like if it was a refine wine or divine nectar belonging to a Goddess. If this ritual is so important to me, it's because i truly believe that when i assume the responsibility of consuming a Mistress's urine, in reality it means that i have to be up to it, if i really care about her personal satisfaction, pride, dignity and respect...I'm serious about that. For me, the act from a Mistress to relieve herself by pissing inside my mouth represents the unique opportunity for me to prove to my Mistress that i truly belong to her and that i deeply worship her. For that reason i think it's of the uppermost importance that i perform to meet her expectations.

I'm confused here by what you've written in the two parts I've quoted seperately above.  You begin by saying that you were looking for a "greater thrill and humiliation".  You then tell us it's about savoring a "precious gift" or "divine nectar" from a "Goddess".  You talk about "her personal pride, dignity and respect" and tell us that you want to prove that you "deeply worship her".  If all of the latter that you say is true, how could it possibly be humilating to you??  I can't seem to make the connection!

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I want her to feel excited, thrilled that i'm willing to do this to the extent of letting her abusing me like that.

Again, if you feel as you say you do about consuming the nectar from a Goddess, how is that her abusing you??  Perhaps you could make up your mind?

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I rapidly found that i adore to be forced to do that. It is at the same time extremely humiliating

Doesn't sound to me as though you need any "forcing".  Again, make up your mind on the humiliation thing!  Are you proud to serve your Mistress in this manner or not?  It's okay to admit that you enjoy it.  Just look at mal's post. 

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i would never dare to tell this to my family, friends or acquaintances!

Why not, you just told all of us?  If they know your screen name, they can Google it and this post will come up in the results.

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It's like doing anything somebody asks you, when you are in love with her.

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some must have taken very large amounts of liquid before meeting me, because the rapidity with which they urinated inside my stomach with such unreasonable quantities of nectar, was surely intended to satisfy some viscious urge to destroy the male image..One of the Mistresses seemed particularly happy to see me choke, when i couldn't swallow everything

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A slave is a slave so he has to cultivate the art of self-denying or even self-degradation to please properly if he wants to pretend he deserves to be appreciated and loved by his Mistress.

", in my experience, I've never met a Mistress who would appreciate being called a slut!   Normally, that's a word they'd reserve for referring to you!

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ORIGINAL: winoverme

I'd like to know how many FemDoms (Dommes) actually enjoy the option of having their sub/slave drinking their golden nectar?

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ORIGINAL: winoverme

I take note of your suggestion of attending Munches...That's one thing i have neglected to do until now..I know i may find discoveries there. But at the same time, my goal in this post was to reveal myself to Mistresses who would be looking for a sub like me. To express a desire and to describe the personality of a Mistress i fantasize about is totally legitimate to me..Perhaps it's not the best way to approach someone, i'll admit, but at the same time, it's not stupid to take a chance. I don't think that with one-liners its possible to introduce yourself..And yes, i've felt submissive not from birth, but more precisely from the 1rst year at Primary school..There was this girl with her desk right behind me in the row..She wasn't exactly good at school. I was..She knew that and started to ask me if she could copy on my sheet..Well i agreed and each time we had a test or exam, she would directly copy my answers on my sheet or i would whisper to her the answers. She was a little bum but i secretly adored that she liked to tease me in front of her other girlfriends...It was my first experience in light humiliation. One day her pencil slipped on the floor. I would pick it up for her every time that happened, playing the game of always bend near the floor and give it back to her...She immediately noticed i was being rather submissive to her..She obviously liked that. Soon after, she would throw the pencil at her feet more often and seemed very happy to watch me kneel down at her feet and pick up the pencil again..I would do that every time for her..I wish i'd have the chance of doing many other things for her, but she was transfered in another school...Well, that's it for now..

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Pyrrsefanie to winoverme:
Okay, on your keyboard, it should be the fourth row from the top, on the right side of that big chunk of the letter keys right next to the ' key.  It says Enter on it.  You should look into taking advantage of its amazing functionality once in a while.