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ORIGINAL: femmetasia

It is amazing how many of us have found love (or it found us) when we weren't looking. i was merely seeking a play partner but it quickly became more than just a game when i realised He had enslaved more than just my body, but my heart as well.  So while the physical experience can be pleasurable in and of itself, the emotional intensity now involved has taken things to a new soaring levels i had once imagined only existed in fairytales. 

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ORIGINAL: lusciouslips19

I had just broken off with my former sir. He ended our relationship not because of anything that happened or I did but because I was unhappy about the way he had been treating me and he realized that although he liked me alot, he was not in love with me. I have always been seeking a D's relationship that included love. SO although it was difficult for him he ended that part of our relationship(we are still friends).

I had forced myself back on the personal sites quickly as thats the way I am. Force myself out there even if not ready. I did put on my profiles that my sir had broke off with me and I was hoping to be ready soon. i got an e-mail from a courtly gentleman that went something like this:

"i am sorry to read in your update that things did not work out for you in your previous relationship. however, i do have mixed feelings, i would be kidding myself, if i did not admit to hoping to step in and seeing if i might be your knight in shining armor. you have been in my hotlist for quite a while as i find you quite intriguing, both physically and the attitude you exhibit. we have an incredible amount of things in common and our outlooks on life are wonderfully similar .i am a dominant man who is experienced and has quite a broad selection of items that are guaranteed to keep you in your rightful place. i command respect in a quiet, soft spoken manner and i expect a partner to be strong willed and speak their mind. as a matter of fact the stronger my partner, the more fulfilling the dominance. anyone can control a weak willed personality, but where is the satisfaction for either ? i agree with you that you deserve the best (we all do), and i believe it is in our mutual interest to meet and and see if we can provide "the best" for each other. call it fate, timing, kharma that has made us both available at this time, but you WILL enjoy the journey with me wherever it leads. i look forward to hearing from you soon."

Well, I was not ready, but I was taken aback by the power and sincerity of this gentleman and wondered who he was. I wrote him back and thanked him. he said when I was ready he would love to take me to lunch just to see if he could put a smile on my face. Something told me that I must go. Well I did. It was the 4th of july. 2 and a half weeks after my former sir ended it. I was nervous. My hands were shaking. He saw this and took my hands. 3 hours later we were still talking over lunch and he decided to take me in his convertible down lakeshore drive in chicago to pick up champagne to drink the next time we saw each other. Our first date was 7 hours long. The next one 2 days later was just as long. he wined me, he dined me, he little girled me, but he showed me who was boss and kept me in my rightful place. I am as madly in love with him as he is with me. Saturday we will be celebrating our 3 month anniversary much the same as our first dates. With champagne and a french restaurant sharing fois gras, boullaibase and profiterals. We celebrate our fortune each time we are together.



p.s. he is much more D's than the last who was more of a bondage top. I wanted more mental D's but it isnt easy. I have had to face fears and grow, I have learned how much honesty and openness it take to be in a D's relationship and that I can not get my way and still be ok.