tammystarm -> RE: What has made your eyes roll today? (9/15/2009 8:54:17 AM)
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He hasnt released me, not from this incident that was my fears. ive always been in love with Him. We talk everynight. I got further info on the reason He left so quickly. Yes i admit that W/we have been together three times, twice He broke it off via email, and it crushed me. But you tell me, if you were in His shoes... a single stay at home mom, in pain most of the damn time, barely making the bills, and Your 14 years older, secure in future etc etc.... and then other friends saying, isnt she just looking for a sugar daddy, and then Him listening to me bitch about how im gonna figure out the bills. SO i think, that while He should have talked to me a bit more to realize im not in this for the benefits of His money, and that i dont give a damn about money. Nor do i or want to think about moving to the next level until after I have raised my children. etc etc im afraid i might see it His way too. But He was mature enough to come back and talk about those fears... and W/we got through those. and and and!!!!! urrrr i just said i loved it when He calls and asked me to measure my neck . i tell my sister that, and with her sharp wit she is able to say without missing a beat "shock collar" made me laugh. i wasnt giving you the drama, remember we do that on the other side now, am i right? and wasnt it you who just posted about two three weeks ago that He is back but leaves you emotionally empty? wasnt it i that said, babe dont let Him do that to you? i think so! i have always valued your opinions, and admired the hell outta you for listening to my emotionally fuck up ass, and being there. So please dont go there.
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