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barelynangel -> RE: Please Help Me...I'm terrified (11/6/2008 3:14:29 PM)
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Just a silly question on my part, your Master is pissed off at you for speaking to a guy and allowing the guy to speak badly of him, he is going to punish you on this because he feels you as his slave have insulted him. And so, you turn around and post this on a public message board, to allow people to further speak badly of him? This is what you have learned from his disappointment and irritation and yes, anger with you?
If you are that terrified of what he is going to do you have a simple action you can take, if you are unwilling to speak to him but are willing to have strangers evaluate him for you, you can --- pick up the phone and tell him not to show up. Then if you get voicemail, text him and email him the same information.
Pretty much you have turned right around and did exactly what he was upset with you about in the first place, putting yourself in a position, no let me rephrase, INSTIGATING, the ability for others to speak badly about him. So did you really HEAR him or listen to him or even remotely understand what it is he is upset with you about? Seems to me no -- so some reflection on your part may be a good thing to do at this time.
To me, the best thing for you to have done was, put the guy on block and told your Master about it when it was convenient and then if your Master decided you should speak to him, he would let you know. Its not up to you to do an endrun around your MAster's demand, which is exactly what you did.
To me, if you are that terrified, you would 1) be telling this to the Man you call Master before he got there, and 2) if he insisted on it was going to happen and if you were that terrified and you are bringing up PTSD etc, you would tell him not to come, not posting on a message board asking for "help," wherein any logical person would presume that people will at some point speak badly about the Man you choose to call Master.
Good luck, but to me, you should be telling this to your Master, reflecting on what he HAS told you and why he is not happy, not turning right around and allowing people to do what exactly what he is pissed off at you about in the first place.
Sorry this sounds cold, but seems to me there is a little too much drama here, too much of the same actions from the OP with regard to the Man, and perhaps too little listening on her part while demanding all the listening on his. Something tells me this probably isn't the first time and the drasticness of the punishment could be reflecting that on some level.
angel
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