ChainedExistence -> RE: Face Slapping . Do you like it (11/22/2008 6:02:06 PM)
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At first I was totally turned off by the idea of having my face slapped. I could not wrap my brain around the idea that slapping was in any way pleasurable. To my way of thinking, the only reason someone slapped was in anger, or from loss of self-control. I didn't want Master to slap me, even knowing he'd slapped another with good results. Then one day, he just did it, and I was surprised at my reaction. First of all...it wasn't in a moment of anger. It was controlled and while it caught me off guard, it was mesmerizing. It made me feel wide-eyed and shocked, but it touched on something very primal and powerful. It made me feel entirely womanly if that makes any sense. It made me feel my submission at a very basic level. And, while one slap makes me take notice, to sit there taking one after another- that creates an entirely different feeling. It feels like he is stripping me down to my core, and I am handing over every last ounce of my will, and rendering myself completely void of any power to resist, to fight, or to hold back any part of myself. I just melt and become like this liquid version of myself ready for him to mold me into any form he wishes.
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