elegantalexis
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When one suffers from a mental illness, their self-esteem is torn up. No one wants to hire you, you can't get SSI because there is a 95% denial rate. The local MHMR is willing to treat you and ensure that you get meds on a PAP program, but these patients can be underemployed from former clerical troubleshooter to a pizza maker barely making minimum wages. How do I know this? I am in the same position, but my lot will be improving. Sir has offered a place to live and some wages. Alexis and I will be his domestics from now on. Luckily he is a owner contractor, so when I am not working on the houses (2 of them), I will be organizing his paperwork and keeping my skills up to date, which does entitled raise up my self esteem. Sir and Mistress knows how we are and are willing to accept us. Meanwhile, until that day arrives, my mother sends us money to feed ourselves since the Food Stamps people tend to lose our paperwork. We are living with Alexis's mother, who does not understand our lifestyle so we keep it under wraps. I am awaiting final review for my SSI and if I can prove that no one wants a mentally ill patient (I am just building my self esteem up now, the meds are working fine...*YEAH*), then I will help repay my mother of all of the bills that she has settled for me. As part of the mental illness, I have hypersexuality. I choose to explore BDSM, with a cross between SSC and RACK just to see what my limitations are. I am also a strong advocate for safe sex (My freshman paper was on Aids and how it changed the Sexual Revolution). I am literally on the steps of homelessness, but soon, we will be out of this restrictive place and be living the way that Sir and Mistress desires us to live. Now the tears are about to flow... So I know what Lockit is talking about. I am there. But soon, we will be free! Shahar
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