Sexual or True Submissive?

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ORIGINAL: stephykate

I wanted to share my recent experience with Mistress Lynn. It’s her belief that Dommes are reluctant to allow subs to release because once the sub releases, the Domme loses some control over their sub. Her tasks often require additional activity after the initial release that demonstrate true submission.

Mistress Lynn assigned me the task of edging myself over several days while wearing plastic pants. On the final day, I was allowed to release at a precise time into my plastic pants and once done, put the plastic pants on my head and lick them clean.

When I received this task I was extremely excited to complete it. Knowing I’d be edging myself over several days and then releasing into the plastic pants, I could easily imagine myself slurping up my cream off the inside of my pink plastic pants.

As each day passed, the intensity built. Finally, at the appointed time, I put on my pink plastic pants and began edging myself for 30 minutes until I was allowed to release. As I did so, I kept looking at the clock waiting for the 30 minutes to complete.

Finally, the time came and I squirted my cream. At this point, the inevitable “let down” happened and my desire to complete the task that was there just a few seconds ago was gone.

Now the task switched from being something I wanted to do – to something Mistress Lynn wanted me to do. I took off my cream-filled plastic panties that only a moment ago were the object of my desire and reluctantly opened up the waistband and slipped the front over my face. Once inside, I cleaned the inside of my plastic pants with my tongue, regretting that I agreed to the task, but knowing I will again.

As a sub, what happens once you've released and are no longer lead by your sexual desires? Are you truly submissive and able to complete your tasks or are you merely sexually submissive and your domme would have been wiser to not allow you to release?

Hello stephykate,

I do wonder where all of your fellow submale's are
who are in denial, and know this feeling all too well.
Are they on holiday?

A shame because I'm familiour with this feeling,
with the males subs I've, and have had.

Because the state you're in when you're in denial, gives
great pleasure, and the cum not as much anymore.

It's that constant feeling of being under Her spell.

So you're not alone. It's a common feeling.
If your Miss gives you that asignment then it's something
to learn from, and you're still a true submissive,
who is doing what is told by your Miss.

Part of it is sexual, and it's good to've asked this question.

I wish you enough.

GoddezzT`