cpK69
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From the artical: quote:
"It's the constellation or coming together, the perfect storm of someone's last shot at something. For them, there's just no other way out. Or if there's another way out, they don't choose it, because they're going to punish somebody." I’m not sure I agree with this statement, at least not in the terms it is stated, and not as an all the time situation. 1. I suspect that sometimes, the thought is about protecting someone/thing. 2. I believe the reason they don’t choose another way, is because they are convinced, what they see is the only way. quote:
"I'm sure that he was on a suicidal rampage, but first he decided he was going to get even," Levin said of Wong, who killed 13 before ending his own life. "And just like every other mass killing I've studied, his motive — his primary motive — was revenge." Here’s an example of what I meant by lying. If his ability to speak proper English was the initiator, it seems more accurate to say, his primary motive was self hate, topped by too many competitors standing in his way. Perhaps he had concluded there was no way he could be successful, and thought he would help clear the path for a few who are, more worthy then him. Otherwise, why not try to get them all? quote:
"I think that people that are on the edge, that are contemplating such tragic events, sometimes all it takes is that being highlighted in the media for them to go, 'You know? I could do something like that, I'm THAT angry,'" said Safarik. "It's in their face on the television, and now it's in their thinking pattern. "It becomes an option that, perhaps earlier on, wasn't an option for them." To believe that a person suddenly sees it on some type of monitor and says “oh, hey, I think that’s for me”, is a total crock of shit. My only question would be, who’s he trying to kid? The only aspect being addressed is timing. quote:
Many other people "have all these symptoms, but they never get the disease," Levin said. "They may blame other people for their problems. They may be isolated so they have no support systems in place. And, yet, they don't hurt anybody." Some of the realizations that led to my reaching the point of “make or break”: I am not a capitalist, and will never make it as one. I suck at being a traditionalist. The things that interest me most, are things that seem least important, to the mass majority (majority rules). I am an outlier to outliers. Others started looking ‘dead’ to me. Up until I got into D/s, a few years ago, I never knew what it felt like, to not be at ‘just below boiling’ emotionally. I had seen a little glimpse of hope, so when I came to the above conclusions, I began to feel as though any sense of content, would be based on settling; going through the motions. The whole situation did come off as a very, cruel joke. The more I think about it, the more it seems reasonable to consider the possibility, the people who act on these behaviors, reach a point beyond depression. Having someone say to me, in reference to their involvement, in the war with Vietnam, “Hey, we knew it was wrong, but we did it anyway”, blew my mind. Pills that make me feel ‘nothing’ would not have helped; I was already feeling numb, but close to hysterics. People telling me, “it is all going to be all right”, didn’t help. And from my past experiences with psychologists, seeing one, wouldn’t have helped either. The only thing that ‘saved’ me is that I asked to be shown the truth. (I shit you not.) I am doubtful that many think to ask that, or that they hit bottom, or that they have the same perspective, that is internally instilled in me, so that they would even think to look for it in the same place as I did. Not saying they would need to, but for me; I am doubtful anything less would have sufficed. Kim
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