kuriouswitch
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ORIGINAL: Arpig Wow!!! And I thought it was confusing having all my voices in my head. It must be really interesting to read that journal, you never know who has written in it, or what they might have written, it must be an important part of your day. I assume that the others have on occaision gotten you into a sticky situation or two over the years, how do you deal with that? I wonder now, since I can let my voices take control of my body, and I have only the vaguest recollection of what they did while in control (such as: went outside, stayed in ate food, things like that) if indeed I may not have some sort of MPD. Do you know if the other personalities in MPD are affected by anti-psychotics? Sometimes it's interesting, sometimes they get me in trouble because they'll write something in the journal that either I didn't tell Master about, or didn't want to tell Master about lol. Sometimes I'll read back and wonder who wrote what, sometimes you can tell from the writing style and sometimes you can't tell at all. That's been interestings, someone did something that I wasn't aware of and wrote about it and that caused a huge mess that Master and i had to sort out. Mostly it's a matter of trying to figure out who did what, who wrote what ect and then what changes need to be made, why they did it. the one who caused the messy situation was actually talking to another Dom on the phone, leading him on and enjoyed causing him a huge phone bill. She's not a nice person. so Master had to put a stop to that especially since talking to the other Dom who didn't know we have triggers kept hitting them so i'd 'wake up" in a ball on the couch sobbing and not know why. As far as I know they aren't affected by anti-pshychotics, it's not a chemical malfunction of the brain, it's actually a self defense mechanism against abuse or trauma mostly in childhood but you can splinter off as an adult. It's not the wiring that's crossed it's that the psyche has kind of sectioned itself off into bits. Most people can say they have more the one personality, the work personality who gets things done, they're a different person at home, more relaxed ect. Except at the end of the day for them they know who they are, what they like, what their beliefs are ect. it's like a magnified more extreme version of that, instead of putting a different face on while at work it may be a completly different person. We like different things like different food or different clothes, we may talk a bit differently, we have different opinions and belief systems. debates are interesting, I never know which side I'll be on in five minutes.
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