CallaFirestormBW
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So, the question this thread asks is simply whether or not your life has led you to believe in some greater wisdom or providence that is fundamentally good and which, if trusted, will guide your steps toward what is best for you, and bring you stength and comfort in time of need -- without defining or interpreting it further. I think that there is a sense of motion -- certain laws by which the Universe continues to function, and within the realm of that idea, my life has led me to certain metaphysical beliefs... some sense of the general flow of the Universe, and how I fit into that flow. I don't know if I'd categorize it as "good", or even call it a 'wisdom' or 'providence', as those would imply some kind of thought-process or conscious development... To me, the whole issue is just one of energetic movement, and is neither good nor bad... it's really pretty neutral. At the same time, I think I've developed enough understanding that I find the general flow of things to be productive and generally positive. When disturbing things happen, I don't judge them as 'fair' or 'unfair' -- though I am certainly judgmental, and will judge -behaviors- in myself and others - as being 'just' or 'unjust', from my own perspective. In general, though, I look at what allows "flow" in my life to progress, and what hinders "flow". It is this awareness that gives me the strength to hold on when the "rapids" hit. I don't search for 'comfort'. It may be a personal quirk, but I don't really like to get too comfortable. Comfort, to me, feels like the doorway to complacency, and I really get twitchy with that whole concept. Again, for me, it all comes down to whether I am progressing or stagnant, and if I'm stagnant, I find that I can sever that which is holding me in place without hating it or reviling it--and without needing to make it wrong for -everyone- just because it is wrong for me. Dame Calla
< Message edited by CallaFirestormBW -- 9/12/2009 8:41:35 PM >
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