Phoenixpower -> RE: I Admit It I........ (9/21/2017 1:13:37 PM)
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I admit on monday I am starting a patchwork course to sew a quilt....and I am lost!!! I admit I know many things I want to do but not quite the right one yet...for instance, I know I want to do a throw over for the bed for my daughter, to give it to her in a few years time, with the rainbow fish...I got the fabrics...but I just don't really know how I want to do it...so I know I want to do it...but just not yet how I want to do it sort of in detail... I admit another option would be to do a christmas theme thing to put it onto the wall and put my UMs december parcels onto it...but again...I don't get the right pictures in my mind yet, how I want it to look like...damn... I admit it is likely that I will just start projects from one of my patchwork magazines and follow their instructions with the help of the course leader...one of them is with cats...I could then use that one to do a new nappy changing mat for my UM...so I guess something like that I will do now... I admit I never thought that this would cause me such headache as I was so looking forward to that course and so excited that this was on offer here...damn... I admit on another note my currently ex-coach still annoys the heck out of me...and I wished I could just forget about it... I admit to 96% I think "just forget about it...after all, a lot pissed you off there..." but the other 4% I think "the time I spent there shouldn't end so abrupt and unfair...go to him in december...and either he throws you out in person one last time or he gives you a last chance to restart 2018..." I admit generally I like the attitude from my new Crossfit Box more....cause there they care about including everyone...for instance, they took part on a team event where it wasnt about winning...it was about encouraging as many members as possible to take part and to succeed to get it done AS A TEAM...shame I didn't start there earlier, I would have loved taking part...or at the end of this month they take part on a simple weight lifting championship...they said, everyone who took part on the weightlifting classes is allowed to take part...simply to get experiences... I admit during october they are restarting their 30 days of eating clean via Paleo Challenge and I am looking forward to take part...in January they even met up at times at 1 or 2 weekends to eat together paleo style in a restaurant, simply so that people get to know each other better, too...even the ones who didn't take part, were allowed to come along... I admit in my previous box it just isn't like that...there it is just about the big 10 oh so great stars...the rest doesn't matter there...but when you dare to address it you get beheaded from the coach...after all, it happened to me countless times...lol...yeah, keeping my mouth shut when something bothers me, isn't really my strength... I admit I don't see myself in the long run anymore in my previous box....as I just think that generally the community spirit will be better in my current one...but I just want a soft closure in my old one....sort of...working out there again...and just decide myself one day...to continue to go there... or simply not anymore...and not being forced to stay away how it is right now...all the PT time there and Crossfit time there just doesn't deserve such an ugly end... I admit a lil bit I even understand Coach as I know I frustrated him a lot...however, he frustrated me even more...so it was not just my fault [&o] *pout*[&o]
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