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This is our story. Phoenix and I meet in Gorean role-play and became friends. I often found myself slipping into his IM laying my head on his lap sometimes we would talk about our days, other times he would simply run his hand through my hair, other times we would be simply play poker together. Over time we began turning to each other more and more. He was involved in another relationship at the time but we saw our friendship growing daily. In time Phoenix became my best friend, my closest confidant and I was his. There came a point the real time reationship he was in ended and I found myself batteling within myself. I found myself in love with my best friend aching to be owned and Mastered by him. In time I found myself begging his collar. I was so suprised when he put his collar on me, I was so proud to be his. Then before I knew it my world was turned upside down. The man I loved was battling with self doubt and the need for closure with his previous relationship. The day he took his collar off me I cried for hours but I knew he needed this for himself and for us, even if we were only meant to be friends. During the following days and weeks, we both cried. We both were so scared of hurting, hurting ourselves or someone else.My worse fear though was that I would loose my best friend. Several weeks passed and he told me he would be making the trip to Maryland with me and my kids. I had my doubts, would he really fly from NewYork to California to simply get on a train the next day with me and the kids, a woman he had released a woman who had cried so many tears because of indescision. Would he really show up? Decemeber 1, 2005 I found myself at the Modesto airport at 1 am melting into his arms. That moment I knew, I knew I loved him and wanted to try and fix us. We spent that night in each others arms and the next 5 days on train with 2 kids. I remember the snow ball fights and the nights he would complain about not being able to get comfy. I remember seeing that look in his eyes. *blushes* He was amazing. It felt so right, so natural. He stayed several day with us in Maryland. I hated it when he had to go back to NewYork, to settle work and other things. January 15, 2005 was the begining of the rest of our lives. Phoenix made the biggest move of his life and moved to a strange State, away from his job, his family, and his friends simply because he wanted me as his girl. July 18,after our kids went to bed my Master and I were curled up in bed watching Van Helsing. I give it thumbs up by the way! And I looked over and I relized something, I was next to the man i wanted to spend the rest of my life with. Not because he's my Master, or because he makes me laugh, or because we have a perfect relationship, but because he is become part of my family, the head of our family. Because with all our inperfections as man / woman, Master / slave and even friends at times we work through it, we grow stronger, I am better person because of it all good and bad. I found myself asking my Master to marry me. I was never one for tradition. *laughs* He told me to get to my knees, patted the floor beside our bed. I got this chill over me, much like when I begged his collar. He put his hands on my cheeks and said yes. I told him not to tease me. Our wedding is tenatively set for September 21, 2006. Nika{Phoenix}
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