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Hmmm... riot, i dont think I have enough info.

He knows that you have a hard time dealing with things like this but somewhere deep in his loving heart for you he feels that you can and will handle this. You have to know that too. Not saying that right now it will be easy. You say you have a little one and 5 animals, put yourself and your newfound time into them. If you work put yourself into your work a little more(if that's possible). If you don't work, now that it's getting warmer and staying light outside later go out and do things with your little one. Not to forget Him but to focus your  energy and love towards something else positive. Give Him a reason to be proud of His little girl. He believes in you--We all believe in you. You need to find a way to believe in yourself. Even if that means coming back [here] as often as needed. I don't think anyone [here] who has offered you support/words of comfort would mind at all. Just know that Daddys dont' abandon their little girls, and somehow someway it's going to be okay. That brings to mind a song by Nickelback/"Someday". Don't know if you even listen to Nickelback but I haven't listened to it in a while and I had to play it just for you. It brings back memories  (and tears) of a time with my (now ex-fiance). I'll try to keep this short(don't mean to digress):

But when me and my fiance first hooked up 'officially' we had some issues to overcome. Seemed like everything was keeping us apart. One of them was that even thou we lived in the same state we lived 2.5 hrs away from each other. We really wanted to do away with the distance but other circumstances in our lives wouldn't allow for that at the time. It was break my heart to deal with him, talk to him, then get to see him but it be for a limited amount of time. I didn't realize how difficult it was on him either until one day he asked me to listen to this song that this was a fav or his at the time. It broke my heart but helped me as well because here I was crying all the time, endlessly thinking of only how much I was hurting. On the outside he appeared to be handling it so well. I too thought I was being a baby about things because when my heart hurts I cry. That's all to it, when I love someone and my heart  hurts it feels like I am going to die and I cry alot. But getting back to him, after I heard this song he was liking we talked more about his feelings about our situation. I was still hurting but it helped me to understand him and to find a way for me to deal.

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If he's moving to save money and drive closer to work, why not pack up your bags and move with him?

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you seem to have forgotten something. there was a reason that he chose you, there is something inside you that made him do that. i know your sad/mad/weepy/confused and all around fucked up about this right now and thats ok, your supposed to be. but in a couple of day when the tears have dried up and your head stops spinning, take a really really deep breath and give him a reason to make this work out for the two of you, but that also means that you have to do your part. i'm sure that he doesnt want to do this as much as you dont want him to, and giving him a bunch of grief for not being able to come over one night is just going to make it so much harder, you can still be disapointed and understanding at the same time.and spend the night writting him a 30 page letter.

i guess what i'm trying to say is trust in yourself to be a partner in making this work, hold your head up high (at least at high as your allowed) and make both of you poud. faith Riot, its all about faith.

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ORIGINAL: RiotGirl

of saddness.  pain. i think i'd like to throw a fit, break things, throw things through the sliding glass door.  break things on walls.  shatter.  i think i cant stop crying either.  drown in tears.  i wouldnt mind.  i think not caring would be good, close off.  i think i want to fight, scream throw a fit.  no cant change the emotion.  anger is better. no think i'm dying inside.  dont care anymore.  no. i want to scream.

he's movin out.  save money.  assures me it'll be ok.  his word. i dun care if i'm not being strong.  i'm not.  i'm a weak little crybaby.  says he's not leaving me.  cant look him in the eye makes me cry.  he says not to think negative but positive.  been through worse - should be no sweat. i can do it - i'll be okay

i believe in time.  time tells you everything.  the truth can not out run time. he says its not for long.. 6months maybe, didnt hear that part.  wait patiently for time to pass.  you let go, enjoy the moment and every time your gaurd goes down its taken away.  no matter waht. it is.  you learn its okay, you trust its yours and then is taken.  when the walls are down. 

he says he says its okay.  his word.  it'll be okay.  Daddys dont abandon their little girls.  why do i feel like my world caved in and i'm dying inside

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ORIGINAL: Rule

The motivation is financial, Celeste. Moving halfway would cost as much as not moving at all as the distance to be crossed has not changed.