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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/6/2006 6:29:13 PM

kisshou

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It would be so weird if you are moving to Palm Bay cuz we are moving there too. Exact same reasons. If you are in construction she better get used to moving. The money is where the building is going on, and building goes in cycles.

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/6/2006 6:29:23 PM

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Riot and I are not Breaking up. I am not releasing her. I am making a temporary move, closer to my job, to save money for the duration of the contract.

Is this comment specifically directed at me or did you just use fast reply to make a general comment to this thread?

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/6/2006 6:37:14 PM

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Coincedentely I am moving to Palm Bay. NW area.

The comment was a general statement, as I was continuing the reading of the whole thread. IT was just coincidental that you posted rightbefore me.

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/6/2006 6:39:12 PM

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Hiya kyrao - same here with the seperation thing. this one is terrible terrible at it. arg. i'm sure it will be able to be done and done successfully.

LOL kyrao - dunno how you do it with your Master posting in the boards too.

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/6/2006 6:58:48 PM

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Riot,

Posting to the boards is something that he and I do together; we are generally on the phone while we read and make posts. It is something that we both enjoy and we make it an activity to do with each other. That is one thing that helps me is having acitivities that can be done together even though we are many miles apart. It takes some creative thinking and work but we have made it happen. Anything, no matter how small and insignificant that he and I can do to make the distance a little easier to bear is tried; some things work and others do not. Think outside of the box and find that things that will work for you to make it easier.

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/6/2006 7:58:04 PM

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Re: the expense of moving with pets.

It's not that bad. Definatly doable, if one is able to find a decent appartment. I've never had pet deposites be over $200, totally refundable, with a max of $600 per house. If one walks ones dogs frequently, and has lots of stuff for the kitties to play on, it is totally fesable.

I guess I can't imagine the Owner movin' out without moving me with him, even temporarially. I guess I feel like there might be other solutions that aren't so horribly painful for Riot. Then again, I'm not livin' this.

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/6/2006 8:10:39 PM

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It's always good to hear the other side of the story. Welcome to the thread. Even without hearing your side I only tried to give RiotGirl a bit of comfort and support. Although I did notice that some people had made comments as thought they had not even read the thread. They were just saying s*** without even reading everything prior. I will not say what that makes them (but I think you know). People sometimes just say things without thinking. Like saying things that made Her angry.
I wish both of you the best.
Peace~

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/6/2006 8:50:34 PM

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ORIGINAL: Rule

*expletive*

I care about you, RiotGirl. Your master has taken the wrong decision. You are not ready yet to function independently. You NEED a master in this part of your life. Tell him so.

It's difficult to be in a relationship if you can't function independently. People have a tendency to run screaming from clingy mates.

RiotGirl, I honestly think that you're better off on your own. I understand that that may be difficult to hear, but I think, from reading your posts, that you definitely need to spend some time on your own, sorting out your feelings, emotions, and thoughts. Then, when you can really function, independently, and don't have to rely completely on another person, you'll be ready for a strong and commited relationship.

Best of luck to you,

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/7/2006 6:39:53 PM

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Kitten - please dont assume to know this one or even whats best for this one. If Master thought she need to learn how to function with out relying on anyone He would very well say so. What you dont get is, this one has functioned with out relying on anyone for a long time. She functioned independently of any emotional support from anyone since the time she was 4. She even over threw any authority figure at the age of 14 and had a go of it on her own. No offense, but this one doesnt think you have a clue what its like to be on your own. She's pretty sure you've always had some one there for you, even if it was a phone call away. Who do you think this one called when she was jumped in DC? No one. Who do you think this one ever called? No one, as no ones out there. You know in the 9 times she's tried to off herself, there was never anyone ever to call before hand? Nobody is out there.

So yes she does rely on Master quite abit. Its a really nice feeling to finally need some one, scary as hell.. but nice. Most of the time she's unsure how to handle it and fights it. It is the nicest most difficult thing to be hugged when you cry. Yet i never knew it until Master. Partly becuase no one was there and partly because she refused to let anyone touch her.

Kyra - Sorry about miss spelling your name.. its odd as this one knew how to spell it. Bravo on thinking out side the box, this one is sure it helps. Are you and your Master far apart? Thank you for the tips, this one will definetly try and think up some different ideas on how to cope.

Perverse - riot dun knows what to say. She appreciates the sentiment. Master will do what is right and she is sure if there was a better way He would find it. There just isnt if We're ever going to get ahead. <sigh> Logic beats emotions any day. Its just gonna be hard. Coping abit better with it all, but this one is inacting her good 'ol ignore button in her head. We've looked into pets and apartments. Its very difficult in this area.

FootQueen - Master appreciates it as does this one.

LOL Kiss - this one knows Palm Bay and loves it. Its where she spent a great part of her time with Master in the begining.

thanks all for being there..

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/7/2006 6:52:11 PM

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Naked - no this one doesnt own bozing gloves, but it has been suggested to her before. She doesnt really think it'll do the trick as she tends to like to watch things break. <grins> This one isnt really allowed to beat on stuff as she tends to have a bad habit of it anyways = ) Yes it does feel great though - )

LOL Dustyn on the temper. this one has got her fathers temper! Good lord. Its like something snaps, the thinking stops and its just reaction. <shakes head> this one tries to work on it.. but ever since she let it out of the box at 17 it seems impossible to wrap it up tight again. Though she has noticed that the more she allows it or doesnt control it, the more it becomes out of her control. Split second reaction with out having time to think.

Foot - what does this one know about 14th street? <grins> Well its been a few years since she's played in that playground, but back about 8 years ago she used to play there alot. This one used to walk all over 14th, (even slept in dupont circle once) she used to go up around U street to the metro stop.. walk over to NE or up the street. She used to have some friends that lived (gawd this one cant remember the street name) up abit from U street and 14th. Eh, alot of folks said it was a bad area.. but <shrugs> this one only had a few problems. Walking around SE is abit more dangerous and this one got jumped once down there. Never went to Anacostia though = ) Not that stupid. Do you know if its still as bad as it used to be? Eh, this one has friends and people all around up there. Never really went to any of the clubs around there.. tho this one does have a foggy memory of one on U street. Been to tracks and the other clubs down in SE though - ) Twas never one for the scene in George town, but did go through it or once in awhile stopping in.

there was one club in she thinks the Dupont area.. its been a long time. called Bound. Fetish/BDSM club. Good people and this one is in touch with a couple of the regulars, heard it was shut down. Course there are a few other clubs around in DC she used to go too.. but its been so long and most of the time she ended the night walking around DC drunk.. LOL eh

Sooooooo what do you know of it??

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/7/2006 7:24:53 PM

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Awwwwwww Foot this one just found out Nations and the Edge in SE is closing down cos of some stupid baseball stadium! Arg even the strip clubs!!!!! No more goth/fetish nights. <sigh> The crucible might go as well.. Bound was closed down ages ago cos of the media. <sigh>

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/7/2006 7:45:54 PM

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Hello Riot girl long time no see, We used to talk on yahoo before you were collared. Well hope you are growing and moving forward in life. My two cents is this, when we first moved to the Ocala area, we could not find a place to live, we had to live in Brevard county for almost 8 months while my wife, mistress of the house stayed at her parents and myself and my two other slaves stayed at my parents, while we tried to save money and relocate to the Ocala area. It was not a easy option. We prevailed and eventualy made the move, living in our vehicles the first two weeks, while we searched in vain for a rental, eventually we came to buy a small peaice of property where we lived for a time under the stars. Each time we took the licks and kept on moving forward. In the end all that matters to us is we all were together nothing and I mean nothing is insurmountable if you want to be with him. His choice to work in Palm bay is a good one, I commute to Orlando on a regular basis for lack of working opertunities here in the Ocala area. so yes transportation cost are soaring and it is hard, but you must keep the faith. As for the post of moving half way that is unrelaistic, unless they know the geography between the greater kissimee and St.cloud area and Palm bay, unless you like living in a trailer in Holopaw junction not much closer you cam move Except either place. In closing I hope you find it in your self to let him do his thing and you do your thing and just be there for him when you can, it will get better and it will work out. at least he is not having to work ina combat zone or serve in a place where he cannot see you ona regular basis.

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/8/2006 6:56:56 AM

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To all that have spoken with my Riot.

This forum was just brought to my attention, and I think I need to shed a little more light on the subject.

That is all right, Dom4TPE. I did not hold you to account - and neither did any of the others, I believe. We were responding to the state of mind of your slavegirl and her perception of the situation. I am glad to hear that you are on top of her state of mind and from what she has told us about you - also in other threads - I am confident that you can manage her distress. I am sure that you can and will think of doable tasks for her to accomplish in your absence. My best wishes accompany the both of you.

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/8/2006 5:00:13 PM

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Making this "temporary" move will only get Riot, myself, and her little one, closer to getting our own place, then we have ever been. Now that Im making some real money, that is dependable, and with the ability to save so much of it, its all up and up from here.

Sounds sensible to me.
Kudos to come forward and at the same time care for your girl.

Sir: you do not sound like an asshole ;)

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/8/2006 5:21:55 PM

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Dear RiotGirl,

Do look at www.the-crucible.com as, they have been going strong and Frazier will be the first to advise us, if the club is at risk. Schedule is on the Master Calender.
What has changed, has been added parking spaces and meters around the club. I can only imagine, there will be a need for a security person to thwart any illegal parking on Crucible's parking space. Frazier has worked with Club Lime next door and has good relationships with the neighbors.

As far as Bound goes--I am not sure if they are just relocating or not. But, Bound has bounced from 6th & C Street, NW (before the MCI/Verizon Center) to a location off Conneticut Avenue.

Black Rose is still about, having moved to the Double Tree, only to go back to the Hyatt. www.br.org

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/8/2006 5:34:23 PM

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Dear RiotGirl;

I am wondering if your Master has thought of creating a "care package" per se.

Knowing your postal address, sending you his boxer shorts with his scent perhaps.
Another time, perhaps a cloth with his aftershave, wrapped inside a plastic zip lock bag, as to put it near your pillow so you can smell and remember him?

I've known slaves that were away from their owners, were allowed to keep worn shirts of them -- perhaps a pair of boots, socks perhaps.

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RE: think i'm going to die - 5/8/2006 5:41:48 PM

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No offense, but we're submissives ... Not puppies.

When I had a Master who had to be far away, he did send me a shirt of his that I would wear sometimes. More important to me, personally, was a stuffed lion he'd found in a thrift store. He found this forgotten child's toy, took it home, cleaned it up and sent it to me with a little tag on its neck that said "Daddy" ... I've had that lion for almost 8 years now ... I still sleep with it every night. That lion has seen me through painful medical procedures, soaked up more tears in his scruffy mane, has been shoved under my pillow in my sleep, snuggled close when I needed a hug and has generally been there for me through the good and the bad.

The shirt, like the Dom who gave it to me, long gone ...

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