xXLithiumXx
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Joined: 9/2/2008 From: Hell, Kentucky Status: offline
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I was an identical twin. My sister died at the second trimester. They said that we would have been mirror twins. But I think that is based on the fact that her heart was on the wrong side, flipped backwards and upside down. I know of many others like me who lost a twin either before or shortly after birth. I don't know when the soul comes into play. None of us do, and any assumption on the part of science, religion or the every day practitioner of whatever constitutes real and deep thought in this world any more, that says that they do is full of shit. It's all just speculative theory-no matter what "spiritual" aspect of the human...condition...you look at. The soul of a person, in my opinion, is not some mystical thing that you can really define. It is what makes us who we are as people. I think it is an ever shifting and changing thing, shaped by our hearts and experiences. Maybe that sounds kind of hippie-esque. I dunno. But as someone who had a twin that died, even before I knew her, I can tell you that it leaves a big gap there for you. Even as a child, before I could understand that I was a twin and that she was lost, my parents and grand parents said that I would "look" for her. They said that there were times when they would walk into the room and I would be speaking a different language all together, but there would be no one in the room with me. Now, granted, I was raised by superstitious Italian grandparents for the most part, and that maybe where that comes from, but I do know as an adult, I have always felt as if something was missing, like no one was really meshing with me, or like I was...just alone, I guess is the best way to put it. I dunno that any of that is worth anything, in the grand scheme of things, I dunno that it means that my soul was split and half of it is gone to where ever souls go when they die...I just know that I spend a little bit of time now and again wondering if things would have been any different if she had lived. ETA- I did post this before reading all of the responses, and I am probably somewhat out of my intellectual league with you folks here on the Reg and Poli board...but...I figured maybe the perspective of someone like me would help...I dunno how enlightening it would be...but maybe..
< Message edited by xXLithiumXx -- 2/27/2012 9:34:22 AM >
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