BeautyDebased -> RE: -=Do you fuck the crazy ones?=- (6/13/2012 1:54:35 AM)
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ORIGINAL: littlewonder Imo, those who think they are crazy, are not. The crazy ones never think they are. So true, that's one issue I deal with inwardly with my anxiety, I have fear of illness anxiety and in the past have visited at least six shrinks who all tell me the same thing, your not crazy, but I can't stop you thinking it so I figure I may always think it but I know deep down I'm not, crazy in play? well to an extent but I know where the line needs to be drawn, I wouldn't call myself wild, I'm quiet usually but sometimes like to experiment too. Master added a new rule, that if I mention the words, am I crazy I get punished lmao so in a way that has helped amongst other things. In response to the girl with bipolar, I really don't see people with bipolar as crazy, I do understand it to a degree, my ex husbands father had it but he seemed to have it under control, oh that was another illness obsession that I had bipolar, again, told a hundred times I don't and the word isn't allowed to be mentioned along with I'm going to have a heart attack or have cancer rofl, it's so stupid when you know you aren't or don;t have these things yet still think them on occasion. I did date a vanilla guy with schizophrenia once and I had to end it, I was much younger then and omg he did some weird shit like, when it was that time of the month for me he was certain I had a disease and would get violent with me, he also had this odd obsession that he could understand the atoms in the atmosphere? idk, kind of blurred to me now but something like they could tell him people were talking about him, he also would just randomly play with himself in front of other people and nearly destroyed the laundry room once in a fit of violence because he saw a fly in there, scared the crap out of me, my parents ended up coming to get me, he was a severe case I think and wasn't on meds, but I do know I couldn't cope with that, if my Master became mentally ill, yes I would stay with him, we would work together to make sure it was under control just as my anxiety is. mittens.
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