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ORIGINAL: Kirata

Wise men speak because they have something to say; Fools because they have to say something. ~Plato

K.

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ALMUSTAFA, THE CHOSEN AND
the beloved, who was a drawn unto his own
day, had waited twelve years in the city of
Orphalese for his ship that was to return
and bear him back to the isle of his birth.

And in the twelfth year, on the seventh
day of Ielool, the month of reaping, he
climbed the hill without the city walls
and looked seaward; and he beheld his ship
coming with the mist.

Then the gates of his heart were flung
open, and his joy flew far over the sea. And
he closed his eyes and prayed in the silences
of his soul.


But as he descended the hill, a sadness
came upon him, and he thought in his heart:

How shall I go in peace and without
sorrow? Nay, not without a wound in the
spirit shall I leave this city.

Long were the days of pain I have spent
within its walls, and long were the nights of
aloneness; and who can depart from his pain
and his aloneness without regret?

Too many fragments of the spirit have
I scattered in these streets, and too many
are the children of my longing that walk
naked among these hills, and I cannot with-
draw from them without a burden and an
ache.

It is not a garment I cast off this day,
but a skin that I tear with my own hands.

Nor is it a thought I leave behind me, but
a heart made sweet with hunger and with
thirst.


Yet I cannot tarry longer.

The sea that calls all things unto her calls
me, and I must embark.

For to stay, though the hours burn in
the night, is to freeze and crystallize and be
found in a mould.

Fain would I take with me all that is
here. But how shall I?

A voice cannot carry the tongue and the
lips that gave it wings. Alone must it seek
the ether.

And alone and without his nest shall the
eagle fly across the sun.

Now when he reached the foot of the
hill, he turned again towards the sea, and
he saw his ship approaching the harbour,
and upon her prow the mariners, the men
of his own land.


And his soul cried out to them, and he said:

Sons of my ancient mother, you riders
of the tides,

How often have you sailed in my dreams.
And now you come in my awakening, which
is my deeper dream.

Ready am I to go, and my eagerness with
sails full set awaits the wind.

Only another breath will I breathe in
this still air, only another loving look cast
backward,

And then I shall stand among you, a
seafarer among seafarers.

And you, vast sea, sleepless mother,

Who alone are peace and freedom to the
river and the stream,

Only another winding will this stream
make, only another murmur in this glade,

And then shall I come to you, a bound-
less drop to a boundless ocean.


And as he walked he saw from afar men
and women leaving their fields and their vine-
yards and hastening towards the city gates.

And he head their voices calling his
name, and shouting from field to field telling
one another of the coming of his ship.


And he said to himself:

Shall the day of parting be the day of gathering?

And shall it be said that my eve was in truth my dawn?

And what shall I give unto him who has
left his plough in midfurrow, or to him who
has stopped the wheel of his winepress?

Shall my heart become a tree heavy-laden
with fruit that I may gather and give unto
them?

And shall my desires flow like a fountain
that I may fill their cups?

Am I a harp that the hand of the mighty
may touch me, or a flute that his breath
may pass through me?

A seeker of silences am I, and what
treasure have I found in silences that I may
dispense with confidence?

If this is my day of harvest, in what
fields have I sowed the seed, and in what
unremembered seasons?

If this indeed by the hour in which I lift
up my lantern, it is not my flame that shall
burn therein.

Empty and dark shall I raise my lantern,

And the guardian of the night shall fill
it with oil and he shall light it also.


These things he said in words. But much
in his heart remained unsaid. For he him-
self could not speak his deeper secret.


And when he entered into the city all the
people came to meet him, and they were
crying out to him as with one voice.

And the elders of the city stood forth and
said:

Go not yet away from us.

A noontide have you been in our twi-
light, and your youth has given us dreams
to dreams.

No strange are you among us, nor a
guest, but our son and our dearly beloved.

Suffer not yet our eyes to hunger for
your face.


And the priests and the priestesses said
unto him:

Let not the waves of the sea separate us
now, and the years you have spent in our
midst become a memory.

You have walked among us a spirit, and
your shadow has been a light upon our faces.

Much have we loved you. But speechless
was our love, and with veils has it been
veiled.

Yet now it cries aloud unto you, and
would stand revealed before you.

And ever has it been that love knows not
its own depth until the hour of separation.