kalikshama
Posts: 14805
Joined: 8/8/2010 Status: offline
|
quote:
promised to see a doctor. I planned to go the next week, but wound up not being able to because of my work schedule. I was working 7 days a week and just couldn't get time to go, not until 2 months later. But I was convinced it really was schizophrenia and admitted as much on a thread here... again, obliquely, but in a way that I thought would be clear to the several people I suspected of taking an interest in the matter. What I said on that thread was, in fact, my own opinion and not a doctor's diagnosis. I saw a doctor very briefly 2 months later. That was the first opportunity I had to take time off of work during business hours. It was a very short visit and I was pressed for time. I thought I was cracking up when I had a horrible job, horrible commute, and horrible Dom. Once I got a job where I was validated and appreciated, a 4 mile commute, and ended the D/s relationship, the anxiety, etc., went away. I wonder how you would do at a different job. You have no stake in this business, yes? And when you have talked about your boss, posters here have seen him as abusive, correct? {{{{{{{{{{ hugs }}}}}}}}}}
_____________________________
Curious about the "Sluts Vote" avatars? See http://www.collarchat.com/m_4133036/mpage_1/key_/tm.htm#4133036
|