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ORIGINAL: lyleboy
WTF ??

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ORIGINAL: lyleboy

I notice that in my quest to be dominated by a strict ,but caring Lady ,that we are all looking for dominates to govern our lives

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ORIGINAL: lyleboy

I notice that in my quest to be dominated by a strict ,but caring Lady ,that we are all looking for dominates to govern our lives .. Check out the gay pages on cr***list and see it , on here too ,most are searching for Doms. Me too.
In years gone by I faked being a Dom,oh I dished the whipings out etc, but was fantasizing how it would feel if it were me being treated the way i treated my girl.. Only one little hooker girl who I met before she started working knew the truth ,and she guarded it . We were friends .I told her everything including my fantasy to suck cock , she said i'd like it and she would get me a date , it never came about . ( i sucked my first cock on wednesday ,and swallowed too. It wasnt what I expected ,i think i lost the fantasy)
So why are we all cowering subs ,and want to be that way , I mean cowering to our owners not to politicians or bosses .
Do we have a slave gene ?? When we look at history its a rare person who has not came from a slave somewhere along the line ..
At work Im a foreman who takes no shit ,Im naturally that way unless its got sex attached to it ..
WTF ??

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ORIGINAL: lyleboy

I notice that in my quest to be dominated by a strict ,but caring Lady ,that we are all looking for dominates to govern our lives .. Check out the gay pages on cr***list and see it , on here too ,most are searching for Doms. Me too.
In years gone by I faked being a Dom,oh I dished the whipings out etc, but was fantasizing how it would feel if it were me being treated the way i treated my girl.. Only one little hooker girl who I met before she started working knew the truth ,and she guarded it . We were friends .I told her everything including my fantasy to suck cock , she said i'd like it and she would get me a date , it never came about . ( i sucked my first cock on wednesday ,and swallowed too. It wasnt what I expected ,i think i lost the fantasy)
So why are we all cowering subs ,and want to be that way , I mean cowering to our owners not to politicians or bosses .
Do we have a slave gene ?? When we look at history its a rare person who has not came from a slave somewhere along the line ..
At work Im a foreman who takes no shit ,Im naturally that way unless its got sex attached to it ..
WTF ??

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ORIGINAL: DarkSteven

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ORIGINAL: lyleboy

I notice that in my quest to be dominated by a strict ,but caring Lady ,that we are all looking for dominates to govern our lives .. Check out the gay pages on cr***list and see it , on here too ,most are searching for Doms. Me too.
In years gone by I faked being a Dom,oh I dished the whipings out etc, but was fantasizing how it would feel if it were me being treated the way i treated my girl.. Only one little hooker girl who I met before she started working knew the truth ,and she guarded it . We were friends .I told her everything including my fantasy to suck cock , she said i'd like it and she would get me a date , it never came about . ( i sucked my first cock on wednesday ,and swallowed too. It wasnt what I expected ,i think i lost the fantasy)
So why are we all cowering subs ,and want to be that way , I mean cowering to our owners not to politicians or bosses .
Do we have a slave gene ?? When we look at history its a rare person who has not came from a slave somewhere along the line ..
At work Im a foreman who takes no shit ,Im naturally that way unless its got sex attached to it ..
WTF ??

Dude, you concern me.

Somewhere about the age of three to five, each of us loses some narcissism. Before that, we think of the world as being us and our needs, and people who exist to feed them. Around that age, we begin to appreciate that the others have their needs too, and that our actions are capable of filling them should we so choose. We also learn that everyone's needs are unique - some need to dominate, some need to serve, and of course vanillas want neither.

Your development seems to have gotten stunted. You faked being a Dom to get girls. (If you have no strong self image, then you catch more wimmins with Dominance than submission.) Now you've either changed to being a sub, or else are going through a sub phase. Fine and good. But you seem to be incapable of seeing that your own feelings are not universal.