Whiplashsmile4
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I want to Thank all you wonderful people for these great posts.
I was and have a been a little torn between fact and fiction on this one.
This is not the typical way I've even been involved in a staged rage scene.
The rape scene ill-regardless was set up and consensual in nature.
It was made clear to me the WED scene was consensual, I just was not
dealing well with the extra strings (conditions) attached to it.
Yes, these so called "Fucks" (which I tend to not believe really never existed)
wanted me to take pictures and videos. However, I did not. Because out of
the fear that they really existed. That this would give them Blackmail material.
I don't honestly know one way or another is if these other Guys, really exist
or not. They could have been her pretending to be these guys.
It's been the Not knowing this Truth, which has not set right in my mind.
When I went there on WED, I had to assume that either case was true.
That she was the one behind it all, or that these guys were real and
involved.
However, here's what I found myself. What I did in the face of all this
madness.
1. I said Fuck what those guys wanted.
2. I was not going to be somebody's Meat fucking Puppet.
3. I revealed to her who the fuck I was.
4. Came clean with her about the Truth of things between me and these guys.
5. Relaxed and went about thing in a manner her and I both were comfortable
6. Had a Great and Amazing time.
7. We did watersports
8. She licked and cleaned by body parts with her tongue, even my arm pits.
9. I did call her a lot of dirty names and engaged in Verbal and Physical humiliation.
10. I did all these things knowing without any doubts that there was 100% mutual trust and connection between us.
11. She even was texting me afterwards to make certain I got home okay.
12. We talked for a few days voice afterwards.
13. She wanted to meet and hookup again.
Now on the flip side.. everything you guys been posted about being played and how
off the wall the story line is. That shit got to me, because stuff did not add up right.
So here's what I did next.
1. Try getting one of these fucks to give me a phone call (to which they failed, when I was asking nice and polite like).
2. I texted and IM'd here that this stuff was not making any sense to me.
3. That I wanted to talk voice about this shit (she went into avoidance mode).
4. I wrote a blanket email to this one dudes email account. "Dear Blah, Blah or whoever you really are"
5. This blanket email was designed and worded to get at the truth.
A Chain reaction of events unfolded extremely quickly after this email.
I wanted her to send me proof of her interaction between herself and these other Dudes.
She refused to provide it.
So SUNDAY! I had had enough of worrying about how true or not this shit was.
Why? Because I received a IM saying "Go Check on (name here)". That was all
the IM said to me. The first thing which jumped to my mind, was that these sadistic
fucks had gotten to her for REAL. That I needed to Check up on her now.
So most of my SUNDAY I was on edge wondering about this crap. So I popped
a Tranquilizer (hope this makes sense to you guy). I finally got a Text message
from her saying "She was okay" then another text message saying "She no longer
thinks that Rape fantasies are Hot anymore!" I tried to text her back and ask
who sent me the "Go Check on (Her)" and why? She did not respond nor
answer me back. I told her I'd like to talk voice about this shit. Because this
was all getting to be too much for me to deal with for a NSA/FWB situation.
That I wanted to know if these guys were really real or if she had been playing
me all along.
I pushed for her to cough up the proof, and Poof... away she went. I did
get a message from one of those dudes. "What make you think this is all
we got or are going to get from this" <--- in response to me questioning
what they were getting out of a $4,000 debt. Which clearly means she
owes them more. That this debt is not settled.
That's assuming these Dude are Real or Not! Which is what's bothering me
the most right now.
I suspect that there are TWO people involved in this mess, HER and Somebody
else that arranged this second Meetup. That the second party was pushing
for something Harder than what she Sign-up for.
Anyways, She signup up for this shit. I simply need to walk away from it
all now.
If she had been willing to share with me the REAL Story behind this shit,
I would have been interested in being a regular play partner like she
had hoped. However, I'm not going to play these kinds of games.
I blew up and Told her I was Done with this whole mindfuck mess.
For her to go troll for more guys online to setup and use like this,
to get her sick rape fetishes fulfilled. (Yes, I was pissed at this point
because of the refusal of anybody to Produce some Evidence that
this twisted Story was true).
Bottom line of things.
Still I find it hard to walk awake, thinking What if? What if? What if?
What if I was wrong about this whole affair.
Yes, I think it's very careless. I had had a sit down talk with her
Wed night about it. That what if I had been a full blown Sadistic
fuck that showed up? I expressed all the crazy things which could
have happened to her. Also, this shit went down in her own house.
And she has Kids to look out for.
So So many points which you guys are posting on this thread...
all very much apply to this whole damn situation.
It was a fun time though there with her. I remember when I was
tieing her up (for fun) in all kinds of different positions. The realization
she had.... "So Bondage is not about Sex?" In a questioning comment!
"Exactly, but it can be".... So I tried to explained all the different reasons.
The proceeded to tie her up in positions which were about Sexual use.
All more like shit you'd see going down at a workshop!!
I have this found memory... had her ankles and her thighs
tied together (two column binding)... stood her up. She she began to tippy
toe slide walk across the floor.. waddling a little like a "Happy Feet"
penguin. So proud her herself. /sigh... memories of what could
have been or was the perfect play partner.
It's all gone now...
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