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ORIGINAL: marieToo 


ps: Im sorry about the colors. Im not clear on how to "box" off pieces out of the post.  I think its clear that I responded in red.
 
marie 

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ORIGINAL: Level

This just in....... government agents have been reported entering the offices of Popular Science.....

When this reporter asked one of the agents for information, his only response was "All is well. Return to your homes. There is nothing to fear............"

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ORIGINAL: Sinergy

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ORIGINAL: Daddysredhead

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Grand High Pooba Asshole?? Do I get a fancy hat?

Hi, Level...

Will this one do?  <evil grin>  *runs off giggling*

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In case you are all wondering, Popular Science released a study a few months ago which proved conclusively that aluminum foil actually enhances the frequency bands which are reserved by the United States government.

I pity the fools who think their aluminum foil hat prevents their thoughts from being surveyed by The Man.

Just me, could be wrong, etc.

Sinergy

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ORIGINAL: bignipples2share

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ORIGINAL: marieToo 


ps: Im sorry about the colors. Im not clear on how to "box" off pieces out of the post.  I think its clear that I responded in red.
 
marie 

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at any point that you want to box off a quote: enter a right bracket [  type the word quote, then close bracket ]

Oh....hey....thanks!

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to end the quote: enter right bracket [  then forward slash / type the word quote, then close bracket ]

I think I got it down....

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[Hope that helps.

It does, It does! 

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ORIGINAL: slavejali

See the diaper issue, isnt even an issue in our relationship, Master isnt into it, its never going to touch me...yet it has...through this board and my feelings around it could have potentially hurt someone...besides that..I dont like having weakness...i want this gone from me...now.

Well, we all have our own weaknesses, judgments, phobias
and "don't go there" subjects.

I can intellectually at this point say, "To each their own" regarding this issue..but I want it to be real..I want to feel that and actualise it...I dont want a weakness in me to ever hurt anyone else...

I do not understand how this dislike for diapers could hurt anyone else, since neither you nor your Master have this fetish.

I'm really good at making things light hearted, I'm really good at directing my mind to positive directons...but some things you know are inside you...you know they are triggers..and you know they are just waiting dormant ready to explode....that's not good enough..I want it gone...and I cant do it through intellectualisation...

Perhaps this has to do with the humiliation aspects of toilet training.
And you are right, emotions cannot be changed by intellect.

I know people will say get your Master to deal with it...and he is and will...part of the reason I write on these boards is that Master is deaf...and him seeing me interact with others on subjects gives him more information to deal with me. So thats why I'm doing this. Example: When I'm just interacting with Master, its easy just to not think about the hard stuff, the difficult stuff, the no go zones for me, simply because it doesnt effect us, its not part of our relationship anyways, ignorance is bliss so they say. Interacting with others can expose other stuff....its all good.

You learned something new about yourself.  What could have been
a simple irritant became a possibility for better self understanding.

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I really don't know what people can say in regards to this subject...maybe its just a rant..and writing it will help me process or something...