chatterbox24
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ORIGINAL: chatterbox24 Why, what, when, where, how all questioned that fueled my anger. I have a furious temper that has always had to be kept in check. It blocked everything for me because I am not suppose to ask those questions. It blocks my understanding. When you hear atheists make comments like robot, zombie or lobotomy for Jesus it's generally this sort of damage to one's mental processes that they're talking about. It is a blessing to be lobotomized by Jesus. Extreme anger is a dysfunction of mental capacity. Being cruel is also a dysfunction of mental capacity. Lashing out and not thinking of the true implications of ones actions on others is also a dysfunction of mental capacity. All of those were my dysfunction. Im sure I have others that need worked on, but basically those were the biggies!!!! Through my practice I am being healed. I am not the least bit embarrassed to admit those things. I take responsibility for it, through the mercy of Gods love. I didn't even deserve it. Our actions can cause an avalanche. In example, two skiers decide to go skiing although bad weather is warned. They get all kinds of small signs its best not to go, but they go anyway. The weather turns out great, the forecast is wrong, and they laugh as if they are conquerers. As they ski down the mountain, a sonic boom takes place, causing an avalanche and both skiers are killed. Although you think I have been lobotomized, I also have received a heightened sense in other ways. That doesn't mean the same cant happen to me, it can. On the other hand too, some things are worth fighting for, so it can be a choice. On another thread, I saw a picture, it disgusted me. It made me realize just how desensitized people are, and how unaware of how actions can cause can avalanche of events. Granted it was about a misdirected man who I dare to call a NUT CASE but still it was horrible to me that people could act like this and it weighed heavy on my heart. In my mind I said God let me do something good for someone please, and the phone rang and that's exactly what I did.
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I am like a box of chocolates, you never know what variety you are going to get on any given day. My crazy smells like jasmine, cloves and cat nip.
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