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RE: Something to Think About - 8/5/2006 7:08:33 PM

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I've had Sonny Barger buy me ice-cream and give me advice.

I shared a home with a woman who met the *other* side of Sonny Barger, and was hiding out.

I am sorry she only knew his vindictive side. Yes he was a dangerous man to some, but to those he loved he was generous, kind, faithful, loyal, protective and loving. He spent years in a cage basically because he would not break his word.

I owe him a huge debt, when i was so unsure of myself, young, afraid, alone, and terrified of what i had become he gave me the best advice i've ever been given." Keep your word, a man (or woman) is only as good as his word, never be afraid to love all whom you can,protect what you love at all costs, be who and what you are proudly and if the rest of the world does not like it, Fuck'em.

My lost Lord was also like that. I guess it is hard to be afraid of a killer when he is standing in front of you guarding you better than his own life.

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RE: Something to Think About - 8/5/2006 8:29:52 PM

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ORIGINAL: LaTigresse

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Perhaps you need to release the hurt from your soul.

Do not think i have not ever felt bitter or angry, losing my Lord hurt me more than any could know, i lost my own will to live for awhile. I have known rape, child abuse and molestation; i gave up a child born of such never to be seen again, i was eleven years old at the time. I have known murder; my brother was murdered before his 30th birthday for two dollars and sixty cents. I have known intimate death, my oldest grandson died of crib death at only three months. I have known jealousy, betrayal and anger, the only woman i ever loved before Jewel did those things to me abandoning her two children in the process.

But i have also felt the majesty and life wisdom of a forest, the sparkle of the sun on the water, the warmth of a granny's quilt, the smell of wood smoke in the mountain air, the joy of a bumble bee's flight, the exhilaration of winning a race, the closeness of brotherhood.

I've had Sonny Barger buy me ice-cream and give me advice.

I have known the sweet scent of a woman on me in the morning and tasted the sweat of a man mixed with motor oil on a hot afternoon.

I have loved many, men and women alike and been allowed to explore the depths of their minds, the wonder of their hearts.

I have felt the sweetness of babes at my breast and witnessed the birth of my grandchildren into this world in person.

I have experienced the miracle of the gods sending me not one but two people to love me when i thought my world was dead, my heart broken for eternity.

I have rode and felt the wind on my face, the throbbing thunder between my legs.

My advice to you, go out with a two year old child, get down on their level, and look out through their eyes. Take a walk in the woods and see if you can grasp how amazing it is that life abounds on this planet. Could you even begin to make a tree? It seems to me that life has robbed you of the ability to experience wonder.

Look around you, for every evil doer you meet go look for someone who does good. You will not have to look far, try your local soup kitchen where folks give freely of their time to others. Go to a SPCA and see how many spend their lives in the hope of saving one abandoned animal.

Sit down and just breathe then ask yourself; how and why does this work?

If you close yourself off from the possibilities then you will never really have been alive.

A poster said to me on another thread and it holds true here:

"I could have skipped the pain but then i would have missed the dance."

Okay, so now twice in one thread?!?!?!? It's all good though because it is a good kind of sappy almost tears, knowing there are others in this world that just......"get it".....and feel like this.

edited cuz I just realized I cannot count.........sheesh

*Sniffles* I agree, it is good to see that others " get it" or at least have the same kind of understanding and feelings I do.

Thank you twicehappy for sharing a little of yourself to help others better understand.

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RE: Something to Think About - 8/5/2006 9:12:35 PM

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It is very possible that I will outlive Master - He is 6 years older than me and has chronic health issues. I went into this relationship 2 1/2 years ago knowing that, but decided that I wanted to be happy with someone who loves and cares for me, whether we have 2 or 20 years together. We are doing our best to keep Him as healthy as possible, because we want to have as much time together as we can.

There have been times when we have cried together, because I don't ever want to lose this Man. He says He will be doing His very best to stay with me, but the time will come when we will have to say goodbye, and I hope I will be strong enough when that time comes to do what He wishes of me. He does not want to be kept alive if there is no hope of any quality of life.

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RE: Something to Think About - 8/5/2006 9:37:13 PM

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TwiceHappy,

We are so blessed to have you and your elegant common sense here.

The other day you posted this;

"I believe in both higher powers and evolution but for all I know life on this planet started when Alpha Centaurians on vacation dumped their port a potty into Earth's oceans because it was stinking up their inter galactic camper."

Then tonight twice in a row you give us the gifts you have given us which others
have already commented on. That sort of range is so rare.

I once told Noah that if anyone ever wanted to start a pole for the best
post ever on these boards I would give one of his serious consideration.

You would now be in that contest as well.

Thank you for your gifts tonight.

You are a motorcycle racer with the soul of a poet.

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RE: Something to Think About - 8/5/2006 9:46:24 PM

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I think ours will be until one of us passes. It's been 38 yrs now and we have been through a lot together.

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RE: Something to Think About - 8/6/2006 4:54:27 AM

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ORIGINAL: outlier

You are a motorcycle racer with the soul of a poet.

Thank you, i think rather it is only that i have a human soul.

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ORIGINAL: proudsub

I think ours will be until one of us passes. It's been 38 yrs now and we have been through a lot together.

Bravo! Your story is one i should like to see posted on a thread we would title SUCCESS. I think there are many who would be encouraged to know it is possible. We never hear about those relationships that stand the test of time, much less how they have done so. You and your Master would i believe be able to offer much to others searching for or in a long term M/s love affair.

To LaMspeach, LaTigresse Leakylee, Bearlee and everyone else i wish to say thank you for all you have said. And also to wish "forever" for all of you as well.

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RE: Something to Think About - 8/6/2006 3:53:02 PM

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Bravo! Your story is one i should like to see posted on a thread we would title SUCCESS. I think there are many who would be encouraged to know it is possible. We never hear about those relationships that stand the test of time, much less how they have done so. You and your Master would i believe be able to offer much to others searching for or in a long term M/s love affair.

Thank you. We've done it through forgiveness for our mistakes and good communication most of the time. I said most of the time because i didn't do so well with that when i discovered my need for bdsm, but He forgave me for my transgressions and things are going well.

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RE: Something to Think About - 8/6/2006 7:16:23 PM

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Sonny Barger

Who is Sonny Barger? Is this some kind of euphemisism or is he some notorious character out of RL?

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RE: Something to Think About - 8/7/2006 6:30:50 AM

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Who is Sonny Barger? Is this some kind of euphemisism or is he some notorious character out of RL?

Who is Sonny Barger? You are kidding me right? He an American folk icon.
I wore the one of the names in the paragraph below preceded by a "Property of" for 18 years though my owner had long since retired from active club duty.

Barger, Sonny
Official site of the founder of the Oakland Hells Angels, with photos, audio clips, tour information, and collectibles.www.sonnybarger.com

California, . . . early, with ocean fog still in the streets, outlaw motorcyclists wearing chains, shades and greasy Levis roll out from damp garages, all-night diners and cast-off one-night pads in Frisco, Hollywood, Berdoo and East Oakland, heading for the Monterey peninsula, north of Big Sur . . . The Menace is loose again, the Hell's Angels, the hundred-carat headline, running fast and loud on the early morning freeway, low in the saddle, nobody smiles, jamming crazy through traffic and ninety miles an hour down the center stripe, missing by inches . . . like Genghis Khan on an iron horse, a monster steed with a fiery anus, flat out through the eye of a beer can and up your daughter's leg with no quarter asked and none given; show the squares some class, give em a whiff of those kicks they'll never know . . . Ah, these righteous dudes, they love to screw it on . . . Little Jesus, the Gimp, Chocolate George, Buzzard, Zorro, Hambone, Clean Cut, Tiny, Terry the Tramp, Frenchy, Mouldy Marvin, Mother Miles, Dirty Ed, Chuck the Duck, Fat Freddy, Filthy Phil, Charger Charley the Child Molester, Crazy Cross, Puff, Magoo, Animal and at least a hundred more . . . tense for the action, long hair in the wind, beards and bandanas flapping, earrings, armpits, chains, whips and stripped-down Harleys flashing chrome as traffic on 101 moves over, nervous, to let the formation pass like a burst of dirty thunder .(from Hells Angels by Hunter Thompson)

"I never thought freedom was cheap" -Ralph Sonny Barger

"If people treat me good, I treat them better. If people treat me bad, I treat them worse." -Ralph Sonny Barger

"We go out of our way to make sure the women who either go out on runs with us, visit our clubhouse, or just associated with us feel 100% safe. Touch a Hell's Angels' old lady and you risk the wrath of not only the member but the entire club." Ralph Sonny Barger

"Everywhere the Hell's Angels went, we'd outdrink, outfuck and outfight everybody" Ralph Sonny Barger

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RE: Something to Think About - 8/7/2006 9:12:49 AM

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ORIGINAL: hizgeorgiapeach

While reading the "What If" thread, this particular comment caught my eye and positively made me Cringe.

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This will never happen to me cause Master and i want to be together forever.

I cannot even Begin to count the times - whether in my own life, or the lives of various aquaintances - that I've seen this sort of comment made.

Do we not all generally go into a relationship thinking "This is the one! This will last until one of us dies of old age. It's gonna be Forever" ?

Is it wishful thinking, naievate` or simply self denial of the various negative possibilities in life that leads us to thinking this way?

I've never gone into a relationship thinking it will last forever. I've found that when people use the F word (forever) or the E word (eternal), it usually means it will be ending within the year.

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