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strongnsubmissiv -> RE: getting naked for the first time (2/5/2005 5:37:03 PM)
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I know exactly how you feel sweet. At one of the few play parties i've been to, the Domme i served wanted me practically naked for the entire evening. Although it was a little easier to deal with, because it was at her request and i had no say, the notion that i'd have to reveal myself to others i did and didn't know was nerve wracking indeed. I'll admit it's something that i still wrestle with.
Here's something i think about alot, and it often helps....
If you've ever been to a party, have you ever noticed somone larger than you, confidently flaunting a half naked body? I know when i see that i say to myself, "good for that person, they are having such a good time, i wish i had that kind of confidence." It's almost like being self concious about dancing in a crowded room because you think everyone is looking at you. The truth is, have you ever looked at someone, who couldn't dance, or who was half naked and a bit on the large size and been repulsed by what you saw? I know i haven't. It's funny how we seem to always ask ourselves "Oh my God, what will people think of me?", when honestly nobody is noticing what we think is the most noticable. We're our own worst critict.
People won't remember you for how bad you "think" you look, but they'll certainly remember you for how much fun you're having.
(still doesn't mean the next time i'm collared, cuffed and half naked in a public place that i won't be sweating bullets... so you're not alone.. lol)
sns
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