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notjustsomesub -> RE: LDRs and you (11/21/2006 11:25:29 PM)
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while i certainly appreciate and respect all of the posts RE; this issue... this is the ONE post that stood out for me. This IS me. Of COURSE i desire to be owned again One day. but I have just discovered that, that is not something i choose to give up easily... so, i set limits. My limits at this time, are my own independance financially. The Doms i do see, respect that... if they don't, i don't arrange to meet or even string them along. 2 Times, 2 Masters, I lost everything I had. They profited, I was on the streets. I cannot allow that to happen again. What I CAN allow is to become a survivalist, with the empathy i was born with. And know I need to protect what is mine... until I discover someone worthy to make sure i am always protected. I tend to be a very giving person, add submission to that, i know I am a target. I am not saying, i don't trust anyone or even everyone... I think it is important to decide on what you are willing to give, in an uncommitted realtioship.... including, what you are willing to lose.
The LDR Relationship i am in now is perfect for the past results of my D/s relationships. Enough to keep me wanting more.... but never invading my space. Healing period? Perhaps, but this Dom understands that... what more could i ask for?
Jeannie-
aka- smidge
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