timorous
Posts: 60
Joined: 4/7/2005 Status: offline
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Here's my penny's worth.... He's being completely unreasonable. You're not experienced with them and he's being a complete fucktard for making you do something you're not yet capable of. To be honest.. I'd ditch him. There are gazillions of Doms and Masters around who won't be so brutal with you. He will damage you if he's not careful and who the heck wants a Master who doesn't look after his stuff? I've been in the position before when a Dom wanted me to have anal play with a dildo when I'd never had any sort of anal play before. I thought about it and then said NO. I said that if he wants me fucked anally then he can do it himself instead of getting something else to do his job for him. As it is I live with my Dom and because I am so tight he still hasn't completely taken me anally because it is just so incredibly painful for me. I know he wants it... and he knows I really want him to have it too but he is taking his time and knows it will always be there for him when we can both manage it. He's not a gentle man..... he just wants to keep me in good condition. You will find a Master who appreciates all that you are and that you have kept that place intact. If he wants it he won't tear or damage it but look after it.
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