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phoenixinchains -> RE: in regards to anal and the sub (5/8/2007 8:26:56 AM)
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Rose, i used to share that fear, now i'm just weary of the object's size. i couldn't understand the fear, and it was mixed with a lot of misconceptions i'm still working out even now.
i am not seeking a Dom, i have a Mate and Master. W/we got hitched young, so O/our sexual adventures have been one more bond to share. anal was brought up a few years ago, and it took a long time for me to relent to trying it. little was sucessful at first... then one day my Mate got a nice toy and relaxed me, and brought me to orgasm, one i'd not have enjoyed if not for the anal play. since then i've been working really hard to get to where i can have anal sex. however there seems to a med problem.
BDSM is relitively new in our marriage, well at the level, i'd say the foundation was ideal for it. but in the deepening levels of my submission, the more i want to surrender all , to surrender all to Him. not because He's a new and fickle part of my life, but because i love and trust Him.
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