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RobertCloud -> RE: I'm Sick Of Hearing "I Am Disabled!" (5/7/2007 9:07:33 PM)
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ORIGINAL: happypervert
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You became jaded, and it shows in how you react to others.
You have no right to judge me.
I get it -- you have the right to judge her and Aileen but they aren't allowed to reciprocate. Hypocrisy posing as moral indignation is amusing.
You are right... My anger did get the better of me and my apologies. I should not have judged either of them as people, however I can judge them by their comments.
You cannot judge a person as a whole, only on what you know PERSONALLY. I can by statements made by them directly, and they can judge me in the same manner, but to judge me on the comments of others is hearsay and that is not acceptable. Nor for me to judge them on the statements of others.
As far as making an ass out of myself... Stef... that is not the first time I have been accused of that nor will it be the last, however, I still stand firm that for someone to judge another without knowing the whole circumstance behind it, especially when they are in the field that is supposed to be helping those people they are judging is assinine. For KatyLied to continue to harp on an incident that she only knows a small fraction of the circumstances and to say I was wrong about it without knowing evey detail involved even though that incident was over 3 months ago and it DOES NOT reflect on my character but on a situational incident is as assinine.
For her to then make the comments she did about the disabled... about how many are using the system to profit (basically) means she has no idea what it is like to be disabled and to have to fight to survive. To have so little money you have to eat an unhealthy diet because you cannot afford to buy the healthy foods to fix. To not be able to gt prescriptions you need. That even with insurance and Medicare, and my disability checks, that my Prescription costs this year will equal almost half of my total Social Security. Try to find a place to live and to feed yourself on the balance.
Most people do not make money on the system, most people barely survive on the system, and every year it becomes harder to survive and more become homeless because they cannot pay their rent or mortgage and their prescription drug costs and doctors' bills as well.
Disability is not something people want or seek to have, it is not something I wish I was. I hate it. I hate not being able to do the things I used to be able to do. Not being able to hike in the woods for hours. Not being able to go for long longs, not being able to even sit in the sun because many of the meds I take say avoid prolonged exposure to the sun.
I hate it, and there are many times I have thought if tomorrow is worth another round of fighting with the insurance companies, the doctors, the lawyers, the debt collectors etc... is it worth the physical pain I endure all the time...
So, I made myself enjoy three weeks of my life... I had a good time for the first time in 15 years, and because one bitch is caught up in a vendetta against me she had to try to spoil it... Well, she won't. Nor will the others that will not let a situation they do not understand rest. They can harp on it all they want... they can continue to belittle me all they want... I do not care... Fuck them...
I have my babygirl, and I am happy with her... She is my dream in more ways than I ever imagined. No things are not perfect, but if they were then I would be scared... lol...
SO, Krissi... this thread was disguised as a random rant, but it was not... you know it... I know it... those who think I made this about me you are wrong... All you had to do was to know the circumstances and to know how Krissi is and you would know that it was another of her attempts to humiliate me... but she went after a whole group of people while attacking me and I could not let all the disabled people think it was really a rant at them when it was really a rant at me. Nor could I let her attack the fact that I am disabled, for Krissi, it is true. You may want to think it is not because I was able to do some things once in a while that look like I am not disabled, but so do a lot of other disabled people. My babygirl and I had a great time, and we made love so many times I lost count... I finally ended my three year celebacy because I found the right person.
Now... I am truly going to be an ASS!!!!!!!
She is an award winning dancer, having won 300 First and Second place awards for dance in all styles.
She is a beauty queen. 14 Contest awards, and 5 Queen Crowns in her state.
She is petite, standing only 5'-0 and weighing 98 pounds.
She was an exotic dancer for 8 years making as much as $2000 a night, more than any other at every club she worked at.
She wants NOTHING from me except me. I want nothing from her except her.
She found me.
Her painted portrait is going to appear as part of the cover of one of the next books I am working on.
She is absolutely the most beautiful, sexy, and erotic woman I have ever met and we talked, laughed, joked, watched movies, danced, slept, ate, and everything else together for 24/7 for 16 days.
She has even asked me to consider marrying her when my divorce is finalized.
And yes... she has submitted as my slave in a 100% TPE. No Limits except those I have and allow.
She is the woman I have dreamed about since I was first thinking of this lifestyle, and she found me. She is my everything. My slave, my lover, my woman, my slut, and someday I do pray she will be my wife.
We have had a couple of fights but they never had raised voices, and they were short and ended lovingly. The way I had always thought that fights between lovers should be.
I would not have returned to New York had I not had to. I have to get my house ready to sell, and then get the soon to be ex in a place in Indiana so I can file the quick divorce papers instead of having to wait the one year I will have to if I stay in New York. Once the house is sold I am moving near my babygirl and she will be moving in with me, that is already planned.
So.... get over the sour grapes... I found my dream... I am moving on... I moved on... To the rest that will not let the past go either... PFFFTTT
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