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ResidentSadist -> RE: Ruin A Wish (5/10/2012 7:54:40 PM)
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Granted - The guy across the street can no longer snoop on your because he was murdered. Unfortunately the police discovered this post of yours and now you are their number one suspect. They are the ones snooping through your private life now.
I once have an awesome slave, perhaps one of the most passionate, romantic and satisfying women I have ever known. She was a girly girl, gorgeous, an ex dancer a perfect fit for my extremely masculine demeanor. On top of that she was poly, bisexual and she loved girls as much as I do. It was a poly house and she truly loved her sisters. In fact, she seduced an ex of mine (another ex-Domme) and brought her back into the fold. She was masochistic to an extreme and very creative. I loved torturing her and her masochism extended beyond the physical, she would cry from emotional release. When she surrendered to me, she did it completely. A perfect slave, a fantastic cook, sexually unparalleled, a dream come true. She raised the bar and even I became a better person for it.
She gave me several years of bliss but she did have a personality issue that eventually popped up. She was a Domme by history and a switch by nature . . . but was in love with me and took her submissive role to heart. She would not take a submissive to slake her switchy thirst in. She could Top her sisters now and then, but said she couldn't be a slave and Domme despite her switchy nature. She was able to serve other Dominant men, like my brother, at my request, but not dom a submissive. I couldn't fix it and occasionally she would get a chip on her shoulder which got in the way of domestic harmony. I do not believe in strife at home. It is supposed to be me and my partners against the world, not against each other. I can't tolerate that, There are enough battles out in the world without creating one at home. She has not taken another man since we broke up and still lists herself at the Slave Registry as my property . . . she says there will never be another man capable of owning her and the registrations still stands as tribute to me.
I just went swimming naked in the pool and I thought of her. I wished she could enjoy this beautiful night under the stars, in the pool over looking the lake. I miss her and I wish, oh how I wish she could find a way to vent her switchy nature or balance her personality. I wish I could have her back.
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