LadyHugs
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Dear Dedj, Ladies and Gentlemen;
I hope that you have forsaken this thread and hope that what I may say will be of assistance to you.
If my memory serves me correctly, Southwest Virginia is in the Roanoke, Virginia area. There is a group there and though it is not as big and a lot of big shots as Black Rose, near Washington, DC -- the people were wonderful and good to all, when I was there doing a Demo on flogging, caning and single tails in 2002. An alternative group would be in Charlottesville, VA known as CUFF. If you prefer staying on I-81; going north into West Virginia--there is a group called WHIP. I have given demos, presentations at CUFF and West Virginia's group-WHIP. Really good people.
From reading your posts, it appears that there was never any 'intention' to have you go to the Master and live the lifestyle. The excuses of your disobedience was his way of putting you off and perhaps, he was 'playing' on you and looking for someone better and took you back because, lass-- you might have been more slave with more class than he will never know.
A 'good' person, let alone a Dominant and or Master, would keep sacred your hard limits. His disrespect of your hard limits projects the arrogant intention to harm your spirit, emotions and your mind. I feel he did wrong by you.
As far as sanity goes, I am not a professional mental health expert. I do feel that you did your dead level best to be a good person, a loyal person and you are perhaps getting the whip lash of 'disbelief, grief, mourning, stunned, off balanced and other emotions' which, to me is very justified and normal when there is a nasty split.
The number 1 (one) rule I was taught in the lifestyle -- is that a slave will protect themselves, even if it is to protect themselves from a Master. That rule is paramount to everybody in life and in the lifestyle.
For Masters--their number 1 (one) rule was taught-- That they will protect themselves, even if it means protecting themselves from their slave. Again, this rule is paramount to all individual in the lifestyle and or in life itself.
As far as broken cell-phones, often people hold onto their old cell phones. I have often given my old cell phone to those in need for free. I usually go the the cell phone provider and have them erase everything on my old phone and reprogram for the other person. I do this so there is no doubt with cell phone providers that this is not a stolen phone and I am legally giving this phone to the needy person. I believe there are stores who have old donated phones--talk to the manager and see if there is one. Sometimes churches have donated phones.
I have faith in you Dedj, that you will focus on business as to give it the needed energy and your expertise` as to make it a wonderful business. I believe, when you meet the many wonderful individuals in Virginia and there might be some groups near Tennessee and Ohio that might be closer to you physically to explore.
Please contact me off this thread if you wish and I will do my best to help you from my position.
Just some thoughts.
Respectfully submitted for consideration,
Lady Hugs
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