wwwkevinww -> RE: Why are you here? (4/27/2008 6:52:19 PM)
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ORIGINAL: MsStarlett My first 'inclining's' that I was not 'right' by vanilla standards came when I was about 14 years old and saw Sally Field in Sybil. (Anyone else old enough to remember that one? From 1976?) The kitchen scene where her mother was torturing her - the acts that broke her mind and shattered her personality - Always made me hot. No! Not the idea of torturing a child or doing serious injury to an innocent! - It was just my first exposure to things that are staples to bdsm. The thought of having a spreader bar between my feet, being hauled up and suspended from the ceiling while someone penetrated me with household objects was just so HOT! To this day, when I'm having my Switch 'do me' with toys... that image is still in my mind... but it's ME upside down and I'm loving every minute of it. Oh my. You've hit on another reason I'm here- to further learn about and understand myself. I forgot all about this scene, but you're right- the imagery of being helpless and penetrated set my pre-adolescent heart a-pounding. I've been a pervert longer than I thought. [:)] HO-LY--CRAAAP-- You know how weird it is when you read something in print and then have an ohmyfuckinggawd moment? I don't remember much about Sybil either.. But the one scene I remember, and is constantly in my mind, is (this is how I remember the scene, not sure how accurate it is) when she was handcuffed underneath the dining room table and she either peed or let go of an enema... That has been one of my go to files for thirty years and I never consciously acknowledged it until this moment... Goto files, uh? Nope, guess I got a new "kinkie" movie to check out......Sybil with Sally Fields......woot!! I'm here appearantly to find new movies to check out.....lol
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