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slavegirljoy -> RE: ok, then what IS submissive? (8/5/2008 3:08:22 PM)
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ORIGINAL: xxblushesxx
So what IS submissive?
For me, it's very simple. Being submissive is always doing what i am told to do (by the people i regard as having the right to do so), regardless of what i want or what i think or what i like. It doesn't matter what it is that i am being told to do or whether or not i enjoy doing what i am being told to do or whether i feel like doing it or not.
It is about being obedient to the person(s) in charge of me.
When i was a young child, i was submissive to my parents and my older sisters and to my teachers. When i was a soldier, i was submissive to my superior officers and noncoms. When i was married, i was submissive to my husband. And, in all of my sexually intimate relationships, i have been submissive to the man in my life.
Now, i am submissive to my Master. Whatever He tells me to do, i do, right then, without argument or discussion or question (other than asking for more clarification when needed).
i am also submissive to law enforcement officials and to the government and to my employer. When a policeman signals me to pull over and stop, i pull over and stop, whether i want to or not. When the government tells me to hand over 1/3 of my earnings to them, i give them the money, whether i want to or not. When my boss or supervisor tells me to bring fresh coffee and bagels to the conference room, i do it whether i want to or not. Why? Because i derive benefits from being obedient to these people. i get a paycheck for being an obedient employee. i get to live as an American citizen, with all the rights and benefits that comes with it, for being an obedient member of society.
When my Master tells me to get on my knees, i get on my knees, without hesitation, even if i don't really feel like it or i am tired or in the middle of doing something else, and i open my mouth and swallow all of His piss, regardless of how it tastes or whether i want to drink it right then or not. When He tells me to suck His dick, i immediately get my mouth on Him and suck until He tells me to stop, even when He wakes me from a good night's sleep that i am enjoying very much.
That's not to say that i don't enjoy what i'm doing for Him, because i do. But, my wanting or not wanting to do something He tells me to do is irrelevant to my doing it. i do enjoy being submissive. i do enjoy being kinky. i do enjoy being told what to do. But, that doesn't mean that every time He tells me to do something that i really want to do it right then and there. But, because i am submissive to Him, i do it. i choose to be in a relationship where obedience to Him is paramount. Being submissive to Him provides me with the benefits that i enjoy from being in a relationship with Him.
joy
Owned servant of Master David
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