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AAkasha -> RE: How WRONG is it of me to dishonestly.... (8/23/2008 7:44:58 AM)
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ORIGINAL: WhiplashSmile2
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ORIGINAL: Jeffff
As I read it, the OP is looking validation the it would be ok. Many other posters, both men and women have been
hammered for less. I am saying that just because something " goes on" doesn't make it right
Jeff
Jeff, I took as being a question of introspection. She openly admits she's thought about it. However is not into doing it. She's wondering how many people have went a head and did it anyways or not.
Perhaps far more people then you realize have actually thought the same exact thing. I mean everybody seems to be doing a pretty good job of relating so far.
Don't tell me, you've never entertained this thought for even a split second?
That's a good point - I think a lot of people are trying to act quite morally superior in lambasting me for even suggesting such a thing (although, if you will note, I suggested it in saying I doubt I could EVER do it, not the other way around). At least I have the balls to admit I've thought about it - the fact that I can't morally bring myself to do it is the issue. I bet many people here have considered, even for a moment, the idea of being deceptive in order to get a quick round of jollies. Perhaps others did it once and feel ashamed. Then there are others maybe practicing it regularly and because they are filled with self loathing, they decide to come off acting very morally superior. Who knows.
I do agree that if a man posted the same thing, he'd probably be flamed to a crisp - but, maybe not, if he presented it as honestly as I did. I don't *like* that the feeling/idea is exciting and interesting to me. More recently it's become a more common idea because there's a couple of really hot gay boys I see around that I 'd love to get my "virtual" hands on, and because a lot of the hot BDSM "play" I have been doing online here on collarme (with straight sub boys) the guys really could care less to talk to me on the phone or see proof I am female, which baffles me -- I want to talk to them on the phone and make sure they know I am female for my piece of mind also. Many just don't really care - for them, I suspect, it's the acts that get them off and they can imagine I am whoever I they want me to be - maybe they are picturing an Asian woman and my american accent would ruin it, who knows.
I know some are very eager to find a way to jump on me morally. I'll get my gay boy fetish satisifed in good time. But I'm doing it the honest route and talking to a couple of producers of gay bdsm porn about taking an assistant - producer type role that will allow me limited "control" (hahah) of some scenes and situations in exchange for money. Then, everyone is happy. Of course, I don't know how happy some of those gay models will be about having a femdom around, but they are getting paid, and they can always say no......
Would it be cheaper and easy for me to create a "daddy" gay top profile and just solicit hot videos from cute bondage bottoms who think I am a muscle-bound hunk? Sure. But I can't go there. Maybe there's a line in between where I just don't state either way what my gender is, but even then I think I'd be dreading the question about my cock size. I can't imagine going back, "Oh, I thought you meant my STRAP on cock size...I never thought you believed I was a REAL man..."
Akasha
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