angelic
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bita, you put into words precisely how i felt about my 'x'. i didn't live with him but he DID have the power and control to make or break every single day with one word or lack thereof. i didn't give it to him, he took it... as was his right. Living on the edge is exactly what i crave. Every day that he was coming to see me filled me with excitement and fear, and i never felt more alive and haven't since. The way you worded it was without a doubt words that spoke to me, personally. thank you. i hope to someday have that again, to again be uncentered by that power and control.
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~....and once you have tasted flight, you will walk the earth with your eyes turned skyward, for there you have been and there you long to return.~ -- Leonardo de Vinci
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