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ORIGINAL: patina

I was enlightened spirit but decided i no longer want to be with that man

I had already told him that as far as i was concerned he was not worth my time.  My sons are my life to me i had made that clear in the begning.  Both my sons are grown in their mid 20 and live several states away i see them seldom.  When they do come for a visit i refuse to be restrictrd with my time with them.  One son just spent 3 yrs in Afghanastian, was scheduled to go to Iraq in another 6 months.  i do not feel i should have to lose what little time i have with him to satisfy a Dom who wants me to do silly research on the inrernet on orgassm denial.  He said i was to do as told or be punished. His favorite punishment was having me smack my nipples 100 times with a hairbrush if i didn't do 2 research items, a dailey journal entry, list every thing i did that day and it was to be every thing,  write a saying about him being the master and me being the slave and i was to obey and please him.  It just seemed to be pointless i did not mind and was willing to do until mu son came home i figured that during that 2 weeks i could have a break to spend time with him.  He said no he came before my sons.  so now he does not have any place in my life. i am back to my old name and profile


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