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needlesandpins -> RE: My crush (3/14/2011 1:08:21 PM)
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i met the guy i see now through a website. i clicked onto his profile because of the way he posts and because i was looking for someone at the time. after spending months chatting we did finally meet up and things went from there.
he did say to me a couple of times that had we just met through real life i wouldn't have looked at him twice. i think he thought that because it was casual that i would be ok with anyone who i felt comfortable with. so i explained to him that because it had been a casual search i had actually been far more shallow than if i had been looking for someone for a relationship. he has the most stunning green eyes (like some guys are drawn to breasts or arse or legs, my thing is eyes) and just a look about him. had i seen him in everyday real life then he would most definately have been my crush. it's one of those instances where if you both caught the same bus every day to work, i'd have been looking for him and thinking very naughty thoughts. as it is i'm lucky enough that i get to be very up close and personal with him. we do live quite a distance apart, but that isn't such a bad thing. what i do love is that when i think of him i get huge stomach flips and butterflies. his voice is something that i did wonder about as he comes from an area with an accent that i'm not always fond of. however, he wasn't brought up there and so it's very much softened. but that voice of his does wonders for me! he's most definately a very visual thrill for me for sure. on the other side of that though, i can be very put off by someone who is good looking but very vane with it. or all looks but no brain.
of course there is always the 'what's ugly on the inside tarnishes what's on the ouside. whereas what's beautiful on the inside can make the outside shine far more brightly'. i couldn't think of another way to put it to a friend who questioned why i'd gone against the grain by being with my ex.
as i am new to this site i don't know anyone. but as i'm not looking for anyone then i wouldn't get a crush on anyone anyway. i am drawn to some people's writing styles though and will look out for them posting.
i've also seen things said about avatars. well mine is me. the camera hates me and it is rare that i would like a photo of me. but then, i don't really care much what anyone thinks of me either because my avatar is there for me and the only opinion i'm bothered about is the guy i'm seeing. if others do like what they see then great, if not....meh!
needles
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