Termyn8or -> RE: Human nature- whatever you wanna say about it (4/22/2011 11:27:38 PM)
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FR I think vince has a pretty good handle on it. We are born animals, predators. I don't believe that we should be vegan because of the shape of our teeth (purported years ago), I believe we are predators because of the placement of our eyes. It's not called a dog eat dog world for nothing. It took me 45 years to get a grip, and when that happens you really do move beyond. It requires a disassociation process that would be attributed to some attention deficiency or mental disorder. I am serious. Truth is, even that doesn't work perfectly. I can take alot of shit, but there is a breaking point. For me anger is a different thing. For one I do my best not to turn frustration into anger and I'm not doing too bad despite a pretty good test today (well Friday at work). I might post details but not here, but suffice it to say that I was accused of something not my fault. That is a very difficult test for most people. My professionalism prevents me from taking the normal action. My normal action is to become guilty of the accusation - and get away with it. Accuse me of stealing ? I am not a thief but I'll make an exception. And whatever it is I will leave it in a pile of ashes. Right in plain view. But this has to do with my professional integrity so that is not an option. So I AM frustrated at this point, but I won't convert it to anger. I have to keep reminding myself that the person with whom I am at odds is a fucking ignoramous. There is one other issue. Animals don't usually prey on their own kind. Of course there are exceptions, but with Man, it is no exception. If I decide this person is an enemy violence is not the answer, and asserting myself is no good because that would fall on deaf ears. I could kill him in business easily, but there are two problems with that. One is that he is about to retire, and the other is that I simply don't want to be in that business. But look at people. Look at "normal" people. Look at the traffic cam thread. Just how fucking valuable is these people's time ? Is it worth the lives of others ? We saw on this forum a dog that rescued another dog from the middle of the highway. Most people would not risk their life to do this for another person. And to tell you the fucking truth, neither would I. Hate me if you want, but at least hate me for what I am. And another thing about humans. Love has been proven to be an illusion. Maybe people don't see this because we were born into it. Consider all the people who cheat on their spouses. You don't do that if you are in love. I am starting to think that more [lower] animals feel love more than humans. Perhaps I see this because I've witnessed the real thing. Lucky me, I would be better off without it. Will I ever feel love gain ? I hope not because it is insanity. Now it is more "We have an agreement". Look at the spouses jilted by cheating partners. Are they hurt or angry ? Most are angry. I don't pretend anymore. My inner asshole is alive and well, he just doesn't do the things many do now. But then, that may indicate that my own "humanity" is a facade. I'm just a bit better at it. [returning the soapbox for the deposit] T^T
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