Aneirin
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Joined: 3/18/2006 From: Tamaris Status: offline
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As everyone is different, every belief is different, what a mind might recall in those desperate moments varies from person to person, I was pagan then, believing in Hearne and various goddesses, but what happened caused me to seek and question anything but pagan, the christians dissapointed me the most, them refering to psychology not god's intervention, only the buddhists came up with something I can understand and that, the voice maybe my own self telling me to be calm and not to worry, for we have something in ourselves we cannot name or fathom, although many religions alude to it in one form or other. As to what it is I still do not know, but I do know it is with me, perhaps part of me and perhaps it I will meet at my end of days, but having discovered it through dire consequences, I am now aware of it and only wonder how much it influences my life. As at guess I believe it is the madness in me, the thing that defies logic and what other people might think to compel me to do whatever and learn from it, the sadistic bastard. My father also encountered such a situation through illness and whist he was in his delirium, he watched hs mother cry as those medical professionals around stood and shook their heads, for he also understands he has had the out of body experience. but the question is, when the medics shake their heads, what brings a person back to the land of the living, for he lived to father me.
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Everything we are is the result of what we have thought, the mind is everything, what we think, we become - Guatama Buddha Conservatism is distrust of people tempered by fear - William Gladstone
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